"I found Emily in an almost fainting condition, and I just took her in
my arms and let her cry like a child until tears brought relief. It was
no time for words. Then I brought her into the house and gave her
something that made her sleep in spite of herself. She awoke about an
hour before Gilbert Hearn's arrival, and her nervous trepidation at the
thought of meeting him was so great that I resolved she should not see
him--at least not that night--and I told her so. This gave her great
relief, though she said it was cowardly in her to feel so. But in truth
she was too ill to see him. Her struggle had been too long and severe,
and her nervous system was utterly prostrated. I had Doctor Bates here
when Gilbert Hearn came, and the doctor is very discreet. I told him
that he must manage so that Emily need not see the one she so feared to
meet again, and hinted plainly why, though making no reference to thee,
of course. The doctor acted as I wished, not because I wished it, but
on professional grounds. 'Miss Warren's future health depends on
absolute rest and quiet,' he said to her affianced. 'I not only advise
that you do not see her, but I forbid it,' for he was terribly
excited--so was his sister, Charlotte Bradford--and it was as much as
we could do to keep them from going to her room. If they had, I believe
the excitement would have destroyed either her life or reason. Gilbert
Hearn plainly intimated that something was wrong. 'Very well, then,' I
said, 'bring thy own family physician, and let him consult with Doctor
Bates,' and this he angrily said he would do on the morrow. The very
fact they were in the house made the poor girl almost wild; but I
stayed with her all night, and she just lay in my arms like a
frightened child, and my heart yearned over her as if she were my own
daughter. She did not speak of thee, but I heard her murmur once, 'I
was cruel--I was unjust to him.'
"In the morning she was more composed, and I made her take strong
nourishment, I can tell thee. Thee remembers how I used to dose thee in
spite of thyself.
"Well, in the morning Emily seemed to be thinking deeply; and by and by
she said: 'Mrs. Yocomb, I want this affair settled at once. I want you
to sit by me while I write to him, and advise me.' I felt she was
right. Her words were about as follows: (I asked her if I could tell
thee what she wrote. She hesitated a little, and a faint color came
into her pale face. 'Yes,' she said at last, 'let him know the whole
truth. Since so much has occurred between us, I want him to know
everything. He then may judge me as he thinks best. I have a horror of
any more misunderstanding.')
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