"Yes, he said he wanted a home, and that he was fond of quiet home
life; that I came of a quiet, sincere people, and that he had seen
enough of me to know that he could trust me. He said also that I could
be both a mother and a companion to Adela, and that the child needed
just such a disposition as I had."
I laughed as I said, "Mr. Hearn is sagacity itself. Even Solomon could
not act more wisely than he is seeking to act. But what does your heart
say to all this, Adah?"
Her color deepened, and she averted her face. "Thee will think I'm
dreadfully matter-of-fact, Richard, but I think that perhaps we are
suited to each other. I've thought about it a great deal. As I said
before, my head isn't very strong. I couldn't understand half the
things thee thinks and writes about. I've seen that clearly. He
wouldn't expect a wife to understand his business, and he says he wants
to forget all about it when he comes home. He says he likes a place
full of beauty, repose, and genial light. He likes quiet dinner parties
made up of his business friends, and not literary people like thee. We
haven't got great, inquiring minds like thee and Emily Warren."
"You are making fun of me now, Adah. I fear Miss Warren has thrown me
over in disgust."
"Nonsense, Richard. She loves thy little finger more than I am capable
of loving any man. She is strong and intense, and she could go with
thee in thought wherever thee pleases. I'm only Adah."
"Yes, you are Adah, and the man who has the reputation of having the
best of everything in the city wants you badly, and with good reason.
But I want to know what _you_ want."
"I want to know what thee thinks of it. I want thee to tell me about
him. Does thee know anything against him?"
"No, Adah. Even when I feared he would disappoint my dearest hope, I
told your mother that he was an honorable man. He is exceedingly shrewd
in business, but I never heard of his doing anything that was not
square. I think he would make you a very kind, considerate husband,
and, as he says, you could do so much for his little girl. But, rich as
he is, Adah, he is not rich enough for you unless you can truly love
him."
"I think I can love him in my quiet way. I think I would be happy in
the life I would lead with him. I'm fond of housekeeping, and very fond
of pretty things and of the city, as thee knows. Then I could do so
much for them all at home. Father and mother are growing old. Father
lent money some years ago, and lost it, and he and mother have to work
too hard. I could do so much for them and for Zillah, and that would
make me happy. But I am so simple, and I know so little, that I fear I
can't satisfy him."
"I have no fear on that score. What I am anxious about is, will he
satisfy you? You can't realize how bent upon your happiness I am."
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