Every few moments her low, sweet voice had, as an accompaniment,
distant peals of thunder, that after every interval rolled nearer and
jarred heavier among the mountains. More than once I saw Miss Warren
start nervously, and glance apprehensively at the open window where I
sat, and through which the lightning gleamed with increasing vividness.
Adah maintained the same utterly quiet, impassive face, and it seemed
to me that she heard nothing and thought of nothing. Her eyes were
open; her mind was asleep. She appeared an exquisite breathing
combination of flesh and blood, and nothing more. Reuben looked at his
mother with an expression of simple affection; but one felt that he did
not realize very deeply what she was saying; but Mr. Yocomb's face
glowed with an honest faith and strong approval.
"The Master said," continued Mrs. Yocomb, after one of the little
pauses that intervened between her trains of thought, "'What I do, thou
knowest not now.' There He might have stopped. Presuming is the subject
that asks his king for the why and wherefore of all that he does. The
king is the highest of all; and if he be a king in truth, he sees the
furthest of all. It is folly for those beneath the throne to expect to
see so far, or to understand why the king, in his far-reaching
providence, acts in a way mysterious to them. Our King is kingly, and
He sees the end from the beginning. His plans reach through eternities.
Why should He ever be asked to explain to such as we? Nevertheless, to
the fishermen of Galilee, and to us, He does say, 'Thou shalt know
hereafter.'
"The world is full of evil. We meet its sad mysteries on every side, in
every form. It often touches us very closely--" For a moment some deep
emotion choked her utterance. Involuntarily, I glanced at Adah. Her
eyes were drooping a little heavily again, and her bosom rose and fell
in the long, quiet breath of complete repose. Miss Warren was regarding
the suffering mother with the face of a pitying angel.
"And its evils _are_ evil," resumed the sad-hearted woman, in a tone
that was full of suppressed anguish; "at least, they seem so, and I
don't understand them--I can't understand them, nor why they are
permitted; but He has promised that good shall come out of the evil,
and has said, 'Thou shalt know hereafter.' Oh, blessed hereafter! when
all clouds shall have rolled away, and in the brightness of my Lord's
presence every mystery that now troubles me shall be made clear. Dear
Lord, I await Thine own time. Do what seemeth good in Thine own eyes;"
and she meekly folded her hands and bowed her head. For a moment or two
there was the same impressive silence that fell upon us before she
spoke. Then a louder and nearer peal of thunder awakened Zillah, who
raised her head from her mother's lap and looked wonderingly around, as
if some one had called her.
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