At that moment there came a burst of song from the top of the pear-tree
in the garden, and we saw the head of the little household greeting the
day.
Almost as sweetly and musically my companion's laugh trilled out:
"So it wasn't the day of fate after all."
Impelled by an impulse that for the moment seemed irresistible, I took
her hand as I said earnestly:
"Yes, Miss Warren, for me it was, whether for a lifetime of happiness
or of disappointment."
At first she appeared startled, and gave me a swift, searching glance;
then a strong expression of pain passed over her face. She understood
me well, for my look and manner would have been unmistakable to any
woman.
She withdrew her hand as she said gently:
"You are overwrought from watching--from all that's happened; let us
both forget that such rash words were spoken."
"Do not think it," I replied, slowly and deliberately. "I have learned
to know you better since we have met than I could in months or years
amid the conventionalities of society. In you I recognize my fate as
vividly and distinctly as I saw you in the lightning's gleam last
night. Please hear and understand me," I urged, as she tried to check
my words by a strong gesture of dissent. "If you had parents or
guardians, I would ask them for the privilege of seeking your hand.
Since you have not, I ask you. At least, give me a chance. I can never
prove worthy of you, but by years of devotion I can prove that I
appreciate you."
"Oh, I'm so sorry, so very sorry you feel so," she said, and there was
deep distress in her tones; "I was in hopes we should be life-long
friends."
"We shall be," I replied quietly. She looked at me hesitatingly a
moment, then said impulsively:
"Mr. Morton, you are too honorable a man to seek that which belongs to
another. There," she added, flushing deeply, "I've told you what I've
acknowledged to no one--scarcely to myself."
I know that the light of hope faded out of my face utterly, for I felt
ill and faint. If in truth she belonged to another, her absolute truth
would make her so loyal to him that further hope would be not only vain
but an insult, which she would be the first to resent.
"I understand you too well," I began despondently, "to say another
word. Miss Warren. I--I wish--it seems rather odd I should have felt so
toward you when it was no use. It was as inevitable as our meeting. The
world and all that's in it is an awful muddle to me. But God bless you,
and if there's any good God, you will be blessed." I shivered as I
spoke, and was about to leave the piazza hastily, when her eager and
entreating tones detained me.
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