“Nothing of the kind,” said she, blushing slightly. “It was in perfect
good faith. I wished you a more suitable companion. Indeed, after what I
had heard from his Excellency about you, I was terrified at the thought
of my own insufficiency.”
“And pray what _did_ he say of me?” asked I, in a flutter of delight.
“Are you very fond of flattery?”
“Immensely!”
“Is it not possible that praise of you could be so exaggerated as to
make you feel ashamed?”
“I should say, perfectly impossible; that is, to a mind regulated as
mine, over-elation could never happen. Tell me, therefore, what he
said?”
“I can't remember one-half of it; he remarked how few men in the
career--I conclude he meant diplomacy--could compare with you; that
you had such just views about the state of Europe, such an accurate
appreciation of publie men. I can't say how many opportunities you
mustn't have had, and what valuable uses you have not put them to. In
a word, I felt that I was about to travel with a great statesman and a
consummate man of the world, and was-terrified accordingly.”
“And now that the delusion is dispelled, how do you feel?”
“But is it dispelled? Am I not shocked with my own temerity in daring to
talk thus lightly with one so learned?”
“If so,” said I, “you conceal your embarrassment wonderfully.”
And then we both laughed; but I am not quite sure it was at the same
joke.
“Do you know where you are going?” said I, taking out a travelling-map
as a means of diverting our conversation into some higher channel.
“Not in the least”
“Nor care?”
“Nor care.”
“Well, I must say, it is a most independent frame of mind. Perhaps you
could extend this fine philosophy, and add, 'Nor with whom!'”
I was not at all conscious of what an impertinence I had uttered till
it was out; nor, indeed, even then, till I remarked that her cheek had
become scarlet, and her eyes double as dark as their wont.
“Yes,” said she, “there is one condition for which I should certainly
stipulate,--not to travel with any one who could needlessly offend me.”
I could have cried with shame; I could have held my hand in the flame of
a fire to expiate my rude speech. And so I told her; while I assured her
at the same time, with marvellous consistency, that it was not rude at
all; that it was entirely misconception on her part; that _nous autres
diplomates_--Heaven forgive me the lying assumption!--had a way of
saying little smartnesses that don't mean much; that we often made our
coin ring on the table, though it turned out bad money when it came to
be looked at; that Talleyrand did it, and Walewsky did it, and I did
it,--we all did it!
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