A very strange thrill went through me as I finished this paragraph. It
came this wise. There is, in one of Hoffman's tales, the story of a
man who, in a compact with the Fiend, acquired the power of personating
whomsoever he pleased, but who, sated at last with the enjoyment of
this privilege, and eager for a new sensation, determined he would try
whether the part of the Devil himself might not be amusing. Apparently
Mephistopheles won't stand joking, for he resented the liberty by
depriving the transgressor of his identity forever, and made him become
each instant whatever character occurred to the mind of him he talked
to.
Though the parallel scarcely applied, the very thought of it sent an
aguish thrill through me,--a terror so great and acute that it was very
long before I could turn the medal round and read it on the reverse.
There, indeed, was matter for vainglory! “It was but t'other day,”
thought I, “and Lord Keldrum and his friends fancied I was their
intimate acquaintance, Jack Burgoyne; and though they soon found out the
mistake, the error led to an invitation to dinner, a delightful evening,
and, alas! that I should own, a variety of consequences, some of which
proved less delightful. Now, however, Fortune is in a more amiable
mood; she will have it that I resemble a prince. It is a project which I
neither aid nor abet; but I am not childish enough to refuse the _rôle_
any more than I should spoil the Christmas revelries of a country-house
by declining a part in a tableau or in private theatricals. I say, in
the one case as in the other, 'Here is Potts! make of him what you will.
Never is he happier than by affording pleasure to his friends.' To
what end, I would ask, should I rob that old lady upstairs at No. 12,
evidently a widow, and with not too many enjoyments to solace her old
age,--why should I rob her of what she herself called the proudest
episode in her life? Are not, as the moralists tell us, all our joys
fleeting? Why, then, object to this one that it may only last for a few
days? Let us suppose it only to endure throughout our journey, and the
poor old soul will be so happy, never caring for the fatignes of the
road, never fretting about the inn-keepers* charges, but delighted to
know that his Royal Highness enjoys himself, and sits over his bottle of
Chambertin every evening in the garden, apparently as devoid of care as
though he were a bagman.”
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