“Lay it on, old lady,” muttered I; “your precepts are sound; never was
there a case more meet for their application. Never mind a little pain,
either,--one must touch the quick to make the cautery effectual. She
will be all the better for the lesson, and she has well earned it!” Oh,
Potts! Potts! was this not very hard-hearted and ungenerous? Why should
the sorrow of that young creature have been a pleasure to you? Is it
possible that the mean sentiment of revenge has had any share in this?
Are you angry with her that she liked that man's conversation, and
turned to _him_ in preference to _you?_ You surely cannot be actuated by
a motive so base as this? Is it for herself, for her own advantage, her
preservation, that you are thinking all this time? Of course it is. And
there, now, I think I hear her sob. Yes, she is crying; the old lady has
really come to the quick, and I believe is not going to stop there.
“Well,” thought I, “old ladies are an excellent invention; none of these
cutting severities could be done but for them. And they have a patient
persistence in this surgery quite wonderful, for when they have
flayed the patient all over, they sprinkle on salt as carefully as a
pastry-cook frosting a plum-cake.”
At last, I did begin to wish it was over. She surely must have addressed
herself to every phase of the question in an hour and a half; and yet
I could hear her still grinding, grinding on, as though the efficacy
of her precepts, like a homoeopathic remedy, were to be increased by
trituration. Fortunately, we had to halt for fresh horses; and so I got
down to chat with them at the carriage-door, and interrupt the lecture.
Little was I prepared for the reddened eyes and quivering lips of that
poor girl, as she drank off the glass of water she begged me to fetch
her, but still less for the few words she contrived to whisper in my ear
as I took the glass from her hands.
“I hope you have made me miserable enough _now_.”
And with this the window was banged to, and away we went.
CHAPTER XXV. I MAINTAIN A DIGNIFIED RESERVE.
I was so hurt by the last words of Miss Herbert to me, that I maintained
throughout the entire day what I meant to be a “dignified reserve,” but
what I half suspect bore stronger resemblance to a deep sulk. My station
had its privileges, and I resolved to take the benefit of them. I
dined alone. Yes, on that day I did fall back upon the eminence of
my condition, and proudly intimated that I desired solitude. I was
delighted to see the dismay this declaration caused. Old Mrs. Keats was
speechless with terror. I was looking at her through a chink in the door
when Miss Herbert gave my message, and I thought she would have fainted.
“What were his precise words? Give them to me exactly as he uttered
them,” said she, tremulously, “for there are persons whose intimations
are half commands.”
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