Now, I cannot affect to say that all this was very reassuring. This
poor simple child of the mountains showed a spirit as sordid and as
calculating as though she were baptized in May Fair. It was a terrible
shock to me to see this; a dire overthrow to a very fine edifice that
I was just putting the roof on! “Would Kate Herbert have made me such
a speech?” thought I. “Would she have declared herself so venal and
so worldly?--and why not? May it not be, perhaps, simply that a mere
question of good-breeding, the usages of a polite world, might have made
all the difference, and that she would have felt what poor Catinka felt
and owned to? If this were true, the advantages were all on the side
of sincerity. With honesty as the basis, what may not one build up of
character? Where there is candor there are at least no disappointments.
This poor simple child, untutored in the wiles of a scheming world,
where all is false, unreal, and deceptive, has the courage to say that
her heart can be bought. She is ready in her innocence, too, to sell
it, just as the Indians sell a great territory for a few glass beads or
bright buttons. And why should not I make the acquisition in the very
spirit of a new settler? It was I discovered this lone island of the
sea; it was I first landed on this unknown shore; why not claim a
sovereignty so cheaply established?” I put the question arithmetically
before me: Given, a young girl, totally new to life and its seductions,
deeply impressed with the value of wealth, to find the measure of
venality in a well-brought-up young lady, educated at Clapham, and
finished at Boulogne-sur-Mer. I expressed it thus: D-y=T+a?, or an
unknown quantity.
“What strange marks are you drawing there?” cried she, as I made these
figures on the slate.
“A caprice,” said I, in some confusion.
“No,” said she; “I know better. It was a charm. Tell truth,--it was a
charm.”
“A charm, dearest; but for what?”
“_I_ know,” said she, shaking her head and laughing, with a sort of
wicked drollery.
“_You_ know! Impossible, child.”
“Yes,” she said with great gravity, while she swept her hand, across the
slate and erased all the figures. “Yes _I_ know, and I 'll not permit
it.”
“But what, in Heaven's name, is trotting through your head, Catinka? You
have not the vaguest idea of what those signs meant.”
“Yes,” she said, even more solemnly than before. “I know it all. You
mean to steal away my heart in spite of me, and you are going to do it
with a charm.”
“And what success shall I have, Catinka?”
“Oh, do not ask me,” said she, in a tone of touching misery. “I feel it
very sore here.” And she pressed her hand to her side. “Ah me,” sighed
she, “if there were only pearls!”
The ecstasy her first few words gave me was terribly routed by this vile
conclusion, and I started abruptly, and in an angry voice, said, “Let us
go on; Vaterchen will fear we are lost.”
“And all this gold; what shall I do with it?” cried she.
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