“It was for that very reason I thought of applying to you. Had you
been a young fellow of a certain fortune, you 'd naturally have been
a stranger to the accidents which now and then leave men penniless in
out-of-the-way places, and it is just as likely that the first thought
in your head would be, 'Oh, he's a swindler. Why has n't he his letters
of credit or his circular notes?' But, being exactly what I take you
for, the chances are, you 'll say: 'What has befallen _him_ to-day may
chance to _me_ to-morrow. Who can tell the day and the hour some mishap
may not overtake him? and so I 'll just help him through it.'”
“And that was your calculation?”
“That was my calculation.”
“How sorry I feel to wound the marvellous gift you seem to possess of
interpreting character. I am really shocked to think that for this time,
at least, your acuteness is at fault.”
“Which means that you 'll not do it.”
I smiled a benign assent.
He looked at me for a minute or more with a sort of blank incredulity,
and then, crossing his arms on his breast, moved slowly down the walk
without speaking.
I cannot say how I detested this man; he had offended me in the very
sorest part of all my nature; he had wounded the nicest susceptibility I
possessed; of the pleasant fancies wherewith I loved to clothe myself he
would not leave me enough to cover my nakedness; and yet, now that I
had resented his cool impertinence, I hated myself far more than I hated
him. Dignity and sarcasm, forsooth! What a fine opportunity to display
them, truly! The man might be rude and underbred; he _was_ rude and
underbred! and was that any justification for _my_ conduct towards
him? Why had I not had the candor to say, “Here 's all I possess in the
world; you see yourself that I cannot lend you ten pounds.” How I wished
I had said that, and how I wished, even more ardently still, that I had
never met him, never interchanged speech with him!
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