Benumbed, bedraggled, and bewildered, I entered Feldkirch late at night,
my wrists cut with the cords, my clothes torn by frequent falls, my
limbs aching with bruises, and my wet rags chafing my skin. No wonder
was it that I was at once consigned from the charge of a jailer to the
care of a doctor, and ere the day broke I was in a raging fever.
I would not, if I could, preserve any memory of that grievous interval.
Happily for me, no clear traces remain on my mind,--pangs of suffering
are so mingled with little details of the locality, faces, words,
ludicrous images of a wandering intellect, long hours of silent
brooding, sound of church bells, and such other tokens as cross the
lives of busy men in the daily walk of life, all came and went within my
brain, and still I lay there in fever.
In my first return of consciousness, I perceived I was the sole occupant
of a long arched gallery, with a number of beds arranged along each
side of it. In their uniform simplicity, and the severe air of the few
articles of furniture, my old experiences at once recalled the
hospital; not that I arrived at this conclusion without much labor and
a considerable mental effort. It was a short journey, to be sure, but
I was walking with sprained ankles. It was, however, a great joy and a
great triumph to me to accomplish even this much. It was the recognition
to myself that I was once more on the road to health, and again to feel
the sympathies that make a brotherhood of this life of ours; and so
happy was I with the prospect, that when I went to sleep at night my
last thought was of the pleasure that morning would bring me. And I
was not disappointed; the next day, and the next, and several more that
followed, were all passed in a calm and tranquil enjoyment Looking back
upon this period, I have often been disposed to imagine that when we lie
in the convalescence that follows some severe illness, with no demands
upon our bodily strength, no call made upon our muscular energies, the
very activity of digestion not evoked, as our nourishment is of
the simplest and lightest, our brain must of necessity exercise its
functions more freely, untrammelled by passing cares or the worries
incident to daily life, and that at such times our intellect has
probably a more uncontested action than at any other period of our
existence. I do not want to pursue my theory, or endeavor to sustain
it; my reader has here enough to induce him to join his experience to my
own, or reject the notion altogether.
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