time misconceived; few men were more wrongfully judged by their
contemporaries. It was to a mere accident, after all, we owe it that we
are now enabled to render him the justice so long denied him. His was
one of those remarkable natures in which it is difficult to say whether
humility or self-confidence predominated”?
Then I thought of the national excitement to discover the missing Potts;
just as if I had been a lost Arctic voyager. Expeditions sent out to
track me; all the thousand speculations as to whether I had gone this
way or that; where and from whom the latest tidings of me could be
traced; the heroic offers of new discoverers to seek me living, or,
sad alternative, restore to the country that mourned me the _reliquiæ
Pottsi_, I always grew tender in my moods of self-compassion, and I felt
my eyes swimming now in pity for my fate; and let me add in this place
my protest against the vulgar error which stigmatizes as selfishness
the mere fact of a man's susceptibility. How, I would simply ask, can
he feel for others who has no sense of sympathy with his own suffering
nature? If the well of human kindness be dried up within him, how can he
give to the parched throats the refreshing waters of compassion?
Deal with the fact how you may, I was very sorry for myself, and
seriously doubted if as sincere a mourner would bewail me when I was
gone.
If a little time had been given me, I would have endeavored to get up
my snug little chamber somewhat more like a prison cell; I would have
substituted some straw for my comfortable bed, and gracefully draped a
few chains upon the walls and some stray torture implements out of the
Armory; but the envoy came like a “thief in the night,” and was already
on the stairs when he was announced.
“Oh! this is his den, is it?” cried he from without, as he slowly
ascended the stairs. “Egad! he hasn't much to complain of in the matter
of a lodging. I only wish our fellows were as well off at Vienna.” And
with these words there entered into my room a tall young fellow, with a
light brown moustache, dressed in a loose travelling suit, and with the
lounging air of a man sauntering into a _café_. He did not remove
his hat as he came in, or take the cigar from his mouth; the latter
circumstance imparting a certain confusion to his speech that made him
occasionally scarce intelligible. Only deigning to bestow a passing look
on me, he moved towards the window, and looked out on the grand panorama
of the Tyrol Alps, as they enclose the valley of Innspruck.
“Well,” said he to himself, “all this ain't so bad for a dungeon.”
The tone startled me. I looked again at him, I rallied myself to an
effort of memory, and at once recalled the young fellow I had met on
the South-Western line and from whom I had accidentally carried away the
despatch-bag. To my beard, and my long imprisonment, I trusted for not
being recognized, and I sat patiently awaiting my examination.
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