“Bring it directly.--Oh, ecstasy of ecstasies! We are then, as it were,
supping together--served from the same dish!--May I have the honor?”
said I, filling ont a glass of wine and bowing respectfully And with an
air of deep devotion across the table. The pheasant was exquisite, and
I ate with an epicurean enjoyment. I called for another pint of Beaune
too. It was an occasion for some indulgence, and I could not deny
myself. No sooner had the waiter left me alone, than I burst into an
expansive acknowledgment of my happiness. “Yes, Potts,” said I, “you are
richer in that temperament of yours than if you owned half California.
That boundless wealth of good intentions is a well no pumping can
exhaust. Go on doing imaginary good forever. You are never the poorer
for all the orphans you support, all the distresses you relieve. You
rescue the mariner from shipwreck without wetting your feet. You charge
at the head of a squadron without the peril of a scratch. All blessed be
the gift which can do these things!”
You call these delusions; but is it a delusion to be a king, to deliver
a people from slavery, to carry succor to a drowning crew? I have done
all of these; that is, I have gone through every changeful mood of hope
and fear that accompanies these actions, sipping my glass of Beaune
between whiles.
When I found myself in my bedroom I had no inclination for sleep; I
was in a mood of enjoyment too elevated for mere repose. It was so
delightful to be no longer at sea, to feel rescued from the miseries
of the rocking ship and the reeking cabin, that I would not lose the
rapture of forgetful-ness. I was in the mood for great things, too, if I
only knew what they were to be. “Ah!” thought I, suddenly, “I will write
to _her_. She shall know that she is not the friendless and forsaken
creature that she deems herself; she shall hear that, though separated
from home, friends, and country, there is one near to watch over and
protect her, and that Potts devotes himself to her service.” I opened my
desk, and in all the impatience of my ardor began:--
“'Dear Madam,'--Quere: Ought I to say 'dear'? 'We are not acquainted, and
can I presume upon the formula that implies acquaintanceship? No. I
must omit 'dear;' and then 'madam' looks fearfully stern and rigid,
particularly when addressed to a young unmarried lady; she is certainly
not 'madam' yet, surely. I can't begin 'miss,' What a language is
ours? How cruelly fatal to all the tenderer emotions is a dialect so
matter-of-fact and formal!
“If I could only start with 'Gentilissima Signora,' how I could get on!
What an impulse would the words lend me! What 'way on me' would they
impart for what was to follow! In our cast-metal tongue there is nothing
for it but the third person: 'The undersigned has the honor,' &c., &c.
This is chilling--it is positively repulsive. Let me see, will this
do?--
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