What confounded mystification was passing through his marine intellects
I could not fathom. To what guild or brotherhood of impetuous travellers
had he ascribed me? Why should I not “take mine ease in mine inn”?
All this was very tantalizing and irritating, and pleading a pressing
engagement, I took leave of them both, and returned to the hotel.
I was in need of rest and a little composure. The incident of the
morning had jarred my nerves and disconcerted me much. But a few hours
ago, and life had seemed to me like a flowery meadow, through which,
without path or track, one might ramble at will; now it rather presented
the aspect of a vulgar kitchen-garden, fenced in, and divided, and
partitioned off, with only a few very stony alleys to walk in. “This
boasted civilization of ours,” exclaimed I, “what is it but snobbery?
Our class distinctions, our artificial intercourses, our hypocritical
professions, our deference for externals,--are they not the flimsiest
pretences that ever were fashioned? Why has no man the courage to make
short work of these, and see the world as it really is? Why has not some
one gone forth, the apostle of frankness and plain speaking, the same
to prince as to peasant? What I would like would be a ramble through the
less visited parts of Europe,--countries in which civilization slants
in just as the rays of a setting sun steal into a forest at evening.
I would buy me a horse. Oh, Blonde.” thought I, suddenly, “am I not in
search of you? Is it not in the hope to recover you that I am here; and,
with you for my companion, am I not content to roam the world, taking
each incident of the way with the calm of one who asks little of his
fellow-man save a kind word as he passes, and a God-speed as he goes?”
I knew perfectly that, with any other beast for my “mount,” I could
not view the scene of life with the same bland composure. A horse that
started, that tripped, that shied, reared, kicked, craned his neck, or
even shook himself, as certain of these beasts do, would have kept me in
a paroxysm of anxiety and uneasiness, the least adapted of all modes for
thoughtfulness and reflection. Like an ill-assorted union, it would have
given no time save for squabble and recrimination. But Blondel almost
seemed to understand my mission, and lent himself to its accomplishment.
There was none of the obtrusive selfishness of an ordinary horse in his
ways. He neither asked you to remark the glossiness of his skin, nor the
graceful curve of his neck; he did not passage nor curvet Superior to
the petty arts by which vulgar natures present themselves to notice, he
felt that destiny had given him a duty, and he did it.
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