A Desperate VoyageKnight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
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A Desperate Voyage
Knight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
Lawyers -- Fiction; Pirates -- Fiction
Carew's experiences on Trinidad produced an ineffaceable impression on
his mind. His melancholy deepened into a dull despair. He passed most of
the day alone in his cabin, avoiding as much as possible even the sight
of his companions. By means of ever-increasing doses of laudanum, the
miserable man stupefied his brain into a lethargic condition, which was,
however, frequently broken by frightful dreams when he was asleep, and
by nervous seizures of acute and causeless terrors when he was awake.
Baptiste, observing these symptoms, began to fear for Carew's reason,
and tried in various ways to rouse him, but in vain.
At last one morning a fresh south-east wind sprang up. Carew did not
even seem to notice the change, and he gave no orders to get under way.
So Baptiste approached him--
"The sooner we have the anchor up and are off the better, captain."
Carew assented in an apathetic way, and assisted the men in weighing the
anchor and setting the sails; but he worked with a sullen silence,
making no suggestions, leaving everything to Baptiste.
After paying the vessel off before the wind with the foretopmast
staysail, they set the fore and main topsails, an amount of canvas which
the prudent mate considered sufficient for a barque so undermanned.
As soon as the last yard had been squared, and there was no more for him
to do, Carew again went into his cabin.
A few minutes later Baptiste followed him there.
"Sorry to disturb you, captain," he said, seeing the expression of
annoyance on Carew's face, and also noticing the bottle of laudanum
standing on the table; "but now we are off, running merrily before the
wind, away from that accursed island. If you please, what is our
course--where are we bound for--and have you thought of a plausible
explanation of how we picked up this derelict? Rouse yourself, sir.
Think, act, and be a man again."
Carew had drunk a quantity of laudanum that morning, and he replied in
a dreamy voice, as if he had lost all interest in life, and was heedless
of the future--
"Do what you like. I leave it all to you. I am unable to think."
"Sir, this is cowardly of you!" cried Baptiste vehemently. "Everything
has gone so well with us thus far, and now you lose heart when an
immense fortune is almost in our hands. Remember what we have done for
you, and do not risk all our lives by neglecting your duties to us."
"What do I care for your lives?" replied Carew with a bitter laugh, that
had an insane ring in it. "What is it to me where we go, even if it be
to the bottom? Leave me."
"Good-bye, sir; I will take charge of the vessel until you come to your
senses." As he spoke, Baptiste contrived to slip the bottle of laudanum
into his pocket unperceived by Carew.
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