"The woman who called herself Mrs. Cuthbert Grahame."
"Who called herself Mrs. Cuthbert Grahame? I've heard something
about some woman, but nothing that was at all plain. Tell me who
she was, and how she came to call herself by his name."
The doctor told, as succinctly as he could, the story of the
woman he had picked up by the wayside; how, though he had found
her helpless, she had proved herself to be more than a match for
them all. Margaret listened with eyes which grew wider and wider
open. When he had finished she broke into exclamation.
"Then Nannie is right; it was through you that it all happened."
He resorted to his favourite trick--he stroked his bristly chin,
as if the action assisted him in the search for an appropriate
answer.
"In a measure, young lady--in a measure. My original intention
was to perform an act of mercy. You would not have had me leave
the creature there in the night to perish. The whole business is
but an illustration of the truth of how great events from little
causes spring."
"To give her assistance, shelter--that was right enough; but,
according to your own statement, you were responsible for that
mockery of marriage."
The rubbing of the bristles went on with redoubled energy.
"I might say something on that point, but I'll not; I'll just
admit I'm guilty. And I'll do it the more willingly because
there hasn't been a day on which I haven't told myself that if
there's a creature on God's earth that needed well and regular
hiding that creature's me, because of what I did that night. I
did a great wrong, a great folly, and a great sin. Margaret,
though I am old and you are young, I am ready, if you wish
it--and you'll be right to wish it--to humble myself in the dust
at your feet. My only consolation is that in His infinite mercy,
ultimately, there may be forgiveness even for me." He paused,
then added, with in his voice and manner a suggestion of utter
self-abasement which was in itself pathetic, "And the worst I've
still to add".
"The worst?"
She shrank from him, with what seemed to be a gesture of
involuntary and almost unconscious repulsion.
"Ay, the very worst. Only don't draw yourself from me like that,
lassie--for the love of Christ; for I'm but a poor old man
that's sinned, and that's very near his end, and that would do
all he can to repair his sin before death has him by the
throat."
"I--I didn't mean to be unkind, but--what were you going to
say?"
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