"It's difficult to explain--I've not been able to explain it to
myself until this minute--but I did know her, that is, I felt as
if I ought to know her. Directly Harry pointed her out to me,
something struck at my heart and set me trembling. I don't
often tremble, but I did then. It was as if I were confronted by
some dreadful danger, which had threatened me before, and from
which I had then only escaped by the skin of my teeth. And
yet I don't know that the feeling which affected me most
strongly was terror. No, I don't think it was. It was something
else--something which I can't describe. I believe--doctor, I
believe it was hatred. I hated that woman with a hatred which
was altogether beyond anything of which I had dreamed as
possible, of which I had supposed myself to be capable. I don't
hate people as a rule; I don't remember ever having met any one
whom I seriously disliked. I do think that in almost every one I
have come across I have seen something which I liked. But--in
her! I didn't want Harry to introduce me, to take me nearer,
because I was filled with what seemed even to me an insane,
indeed a demoniacal desire to kill her where she stood."
While the girl was speaking her appearance seemed to gradually
change, till, when she stopped, she seemed to stand before the
old man like some rhadamanthine, accusatory spirit, ready to
pronounce judgment and to execute the judgment which she herself
pronounced. The doctor watched her with a visage which remained
immobile, almost expressionless.
"Your words suggest a kind of justice which has become
extinct--in politer circles."
"Yet justice shall be done!--it shall be done! I will see to it.
I never did her a harm, nor wished her one. Yet she has done me
all the mischief that she could, for wickedness' sake. If she
killed Cuthbert Grahame, she should have killed me also, for, if
I live, I will bring her to the judgment-seat. You say she is in
enjoyment of the money which she won from him by a trick, and
whose safe possession she insured to herself by murder----"
"Pardon me; to her that's the fly in the ointment. It's
precisely the money which she hasn't got--which is doubly hard,
since, to gain it, she did all that she did."
"I thought you said that she had it."
"She has the will under which she inherits, but, so far, she has
inherited comparatively little. Did Grahame ever talk to you
about his money?"
"In those latter days, when I began to be a woman, there were
only two things about which he would talk, one was his money,
the other his desire that I should be his wife. I loved him
dearly! No daughter ever loved her father better than I loved
him, but not like that!--not like that! When I said no, he would
talk of his money, holding it out as a bait."
"Did he ever tell you how much of it there was?"
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