American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Human nature is generally regarded as capable of improvement,"
remarked Stanton, sententiously.
"I was not speaking of human nature generally," said Ida; "I was
thinking of myself."
"As usual, my charming Cousin."
She flushed resentfully, but did not reply.
"And I feel that Miss Mayhew has done herself injustice in her
thought," said Miss Burton, with a sympathetic glance at Ida. "And
how is it with you, Mr. Van Berg? Do you dread growing old?"
"I fear my opinion will remind you of Jack Bunsby," replied
the artist. "Growing old is like a prospective journey. So much
depends upon the country through which you travel and your company.
My father and mother are taking a summer excursion through Norway
and Sweden, and I know they are enjoying themselves abundantly.
They have had a good time growing old. Why should not others?"
Ida appeared to resent his words bitterly; and with a tone and
manner that surprised every one she said:
"Mr. Van Berg, I could not have believed that you were capable
of making so superficial a reply. Why not say, if the poor were
rich, if the ugly were beautiful, if the sick were well, if the bad
were good, and we all had our heart's desires, we could journey on
complacently and prosperously?"
The artist flushed deeply under this address, coming from such an
unexpected quarter; but he replied quietly:
"That allusion with which I prefaced my remark, Miss Mayhew, proved
that I regard my opinion as of little value; and yet I have no
better one to offer. Nothing is more trite than the comparison
of life to a journey or a pilgrimage. If one were compelled to
travel with very disagreeable people, in fifth-rate conveyances,
and through regions uninteresting or repulsive, the journey, or to
abandon the figure, growing old, might well be dreaded. From my
soul I would pity one condemned to such a fate. It would, indeed,
be 'dreary plodding' where one's best hope would be that he might
stumble upon his grave as soon as possible. But I do not believe
in any such dreary fatalism. We are endowed with intelligence
to choose carefully our paths and companions; and I cannot help
thinking that the majority might choose wisely enough to make life
an agreeable journey in the main."
"Look here, Van; I'm no casuist," said Stanton with a shrug; "but
I can detect a flaw in your philosophy at once. Suppose one wanted
good company and could not get it."
"He had better jog on alone, in that case, than take bad company."
"And heavy jogging it might be too," muttered Stanton, with a frown.
Ida's head dropped low and her face became very pale. Her impulsive
cousin in expressing his own tormenting fear, had unconsciously
defined what promised to be her wretched experience. She felt
that the artist's eyes were upon her; and in the blind impulse to
shield her secret, which then was so vividly plain to her consciousness,
she raised her head suddenly, and with a reckless laugh remarked:
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