American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Please don't talk so, Mr. Van Berg. Don't you see that he can't
look in any other direction? He has been taught to look thither
till it is part of his nature to do so. In destroying his faith
you may destroy him. Pardon me, if I ask you to please remember
that faith in God and a future life is more vitally important to
some of us than our daily bread. We may not be able to explain it,
but we must hope and trust or perish. To go back to your nautical
illustration, suppose some who had been wrecked were clinging to
a rocky shore, and trying to clamber up out of the cold spray and
surf to warmth and safety; would it not be a cruel thing to go
along the shore and unloosen the poor numb hands however gently and
scientifically it might be done? Loosing that hold means sinking
to unknown depths. With complacent self-approval and with learned
Athenian airs, many of the savans of the day are virtually guilty
of this horrible cruelty."
"I do not take sides with the Athenians who called St. Paul a
babbler," said Van Berg, flushing; "yet truth compels me to admit
that I could worship more sincerely at the 'Alter of the unknown
God,' than before any conception of Deity that modern Theology has
presented to my mind. That does not prove much, I am bound to say,
for I have never given these subjects sufficient attention to be
entitled to have opinions. Still, I like fair play, whatever be the
consequences. Your arraignment of talking skeptics is a severe one
and strikes me in a new light. Might they not urge, in self-defence,
that there was a deeper and darker abyss on the farther side of the
rock to which the wrecked were clinging? May they not argue that
the grasp of faith may lead to a deeper and more bitter disappointment?"
"How can they know that? How can they know what shall be in the
ages to come?" replied Miss Burton, speaking rapidly. "This is the
situation:--I am clinging to some hope, something that I believe
will be truth which sustains me, and the only force of the skeptic's
words is to loosen my grasp. No better support is given, no new
hope inspired. Believe me," she concluded passionately, "I would
rather die a thousand deaths by torture than lose my faith that
there is a God who will bring order out of this chaos of broken,
thwarted lives, of which the world is full, and that those who seek
a 'happier shore' will eventually find it."
"You will find it," said Van Berg, in low emphatic tones; and
then he added with a shrug, as he rose from the table, "I wish my
chances were as good."
Ida, who a few weeks before would have heard this conversation
with unqualified disgust, had listened with eager eyes and parted
lips, and she now said coldly, but with a deep sigh:
"Your God and happy shore, Miss Burton, are too vague and far away.
Troubles and temptations are in our very hearts."
Van Berg looked hastily toward her, but she rose and turned her
face from him.
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