American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
Her heart and moral nature were almost equally undeveloped. Hitherto
she had known but little experience tending to evoke gentle feeling
or generous action. She had confounded the few genuine admirers,
who, infatuated with her beauty, endowed her with all heavenly
graces, awaiting only the awakening hand of their love, with the
heartless or brainless fellows who were not particular about heavenly
graces, provided a girl had a fine figure and a fair face.
When the artist first met her at the concert garden, she was in
truth a modern Undine. She had feminine qualities and vices, but
not a woman's soul. She was not capable of any strong, womanly
action or feeling. Her scheme of life was simple indeed, although
she was learning to be very artful in carrying it out. It was to
have "a good time," as she would phrase it, and at any and every
cost to others. After wearying of the life of a belle, she proposed
to marry the best establishment that came her way, and became a
leader of fashion.
It would seem that not a few fine ladies carry out this simple scheme
of life, and never receive a woman's soul. There are Undines at
sixty as well as at sixteen.
The artist had been attracted by her beauty, like so many others,
but unlike others he had not (as was the case with not a few sensible
men) given an admiring glance at the face, and then, recognizing the
fact that there was not a woman back of it, passed on indifferently;
nor had he bestowed upon her imaginary virtues; and much less had
he been satisfied with more flesh and blood.
His manner had been exploring, questioning. He was looking for
her woman's soul, even though he might find it unawakened, like
the fabled beauty in the mythical castle.
His keen eyes had disturbed her equanimity from the first. As he
pursued his quest, her undefined fears and misgivings increased.
At last she was compelled to follow his questioning glances, and
look past outward beauty to her real self within. From that hour
the rank and evil weeds of pride and vanity began to wither. Honest
self-scrutiny was like a knife at their roots.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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