American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Mr. Van Berg," she said, "I've been reading an essay this afternoon
in which the writer tries to prove that science has done more for
humanity than art and religion combined. Now I suppose you would
be inclined to take the same ground in regard to art that I ought
in respect to religion."
Van Berg was about to reply, when his attention was caught by a
vivid gleam in the face of Ida, who looked up as if she wished to
speak.
"I think Miss Mayhew has an opinion on this subject," he said, with
a bow.
She looked steadily at him as she replied promptly, "I have a
decided opinion, though I base it on such poor and narrow grounds
as personal experience. I think art is by far the most potent.
It has accomplished for me much more than science or religion ever
did, or could."
"What has it done for you, Miss Mayhew?" he asked, dreading the
answer.
"It has filled me with despair," she replied with a glance and
tone which he never afterwards forgot. Then, with the same cold,
quiet manner in which she had come, she left the table.
Van Berg turned very pale, for he at once understood her reference
to the emblematic rose-bud he had thrown away, and his remark, "Art
can tolerate no such imperfection."
Her words and manner hopelessly perplexed the others, but Van
Berg believed he had found light on the problem that had hitherto
baffled him, but so far from being reassured, he had never been at
such bitter odds with himself before.
He also soon after left the table, hoping to find an opportunity
to express his regret that he had been so harsh by prejudice; but
Miss Mayhew was not to be found.
"Can it be," he thought, as he strode off into the shrubbery, "that
I have been blind to the very effects that I hoped to cause? Can
it be that she has been made to feel her imperfection so keenly,
and in such a way as to create only utter discouragement? She
evidently understands the worm-eaten rose-bud I tossed away to be
the emblem of herself. Oh, the curse of Phariseeism--the 'holier
than thou' business, whatever form it takes. It has made an
egregious fool of me."
"But her relations with Sibley, confound it all! I can't understand
them. Why did she associate with him so constantly, and then say,
'Congenial society, or none at all'? Seems to me she ought to
have seen what he was before he showed his cloven feet so plainly.
Well, perhaps the most rational as well as charitable explanation
is that her eyes were opened to see him in his true colors, as
well as herself. Had Titania's eyes been disenchanted when she was
fondling the immortal Weaver, she might have perished with disgust;
and it is scarcely strange that Miss Mayhew should be ill on finding
that she was infatuated with a man who was both ass and villain.
She evidently sees things now as they are, and since her vision has
become so good, I am very sorry I do not appear to better advantage.
People who stalk along through life with elevated noses, are not
pleasing or edifying spectacles."
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