American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"I admit that I am strongly moved. I do not excuse myself in the
least; and yet you know I was misled. I must tell you plainly that
Ida Mayhew is not a girl to be trifled with. I fear her mother
wholly fails in understanding her, and from what you yourself have
told me of her father, she has no help there. She has no brother,
and you should take the place of one, as far as possible. The
only right I have to speak thus is on the ground of the great wrong
I have done her, and for which I can never forgive myself. Miss
Mayhew and I are comparative strangers and our brief summer sojourn
here will soon be over. By mere accident facts have come to my
knowledge to-night which prove in the most emphatic manner, that
she requires kind, unobtrusive, but vigilant care. I never knew
of a girl who needed a brother more than she. She is not bad at
heart--far from it, but she is fearfully rash, and she is warped
by education, or its lack, and by the vile literature she has read,
to such a degree that she cannot see things in their true moral
aspects. I'll give you a plain hint, and then you must not ask me
anything further, for both you and I must be able to say that the
history of my last interview was never given. My hint is this--I
do not believe that self-destruction ever appeared to Miss Mayhew
as an awful and revolting crime. Her actual life, hitherto, has
been a round of frivolity. Only on the stage or in the absurd woes
of her stilted heroes and heroines, has she given any attention to
the sad and serious side of life. Men and women committing suicide
to slow music is the chief stock in trade in some quarters, and
when serious trouble came to her this devil's comedy had been robbed
of its horror by the clap-trap of stage effect. That is the only
way in which I can account for it all or excuse her. But the fact
that she recoiled from Sibley so strongly and felt the disgrace
of her association so keenly, proves that she possesses a true
woman's nature. But, as I said, she needs a brother's care. You
are nearest of kin, Stanton, and you must give it. Indeed, Ik,
pardon the freedom of an old friend whom circumstances have strangely
mixed up in this affair, I think you are honor-bound to give this
brother's protection; and you ARE a man of honor if you pass your
word."
"Do you--do you think there is still any danger that she will---"
"No; the danger is passed for this occasion; but you must guard
her from deep despondency or strong provocation in the future."
"The task you require is a difficult one. I doubt whether she ever
forgives me even."
"I think she will. I have also learned to-night that genuine
kindness and sympathy have great weight with her. Pledge me your
word that you will do the best you can."
"Well, Van, I suppose I ought--I will. But your words have quite
unnerved me."
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