American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Poor child! after her eyes were opened she could not help seeing
a great deal that was exceedingly depressing. In regard to her
parents, she is far worse off than if orphaned. In regard to herself,
she finds that her best years are gone, and she has neither culture
of mind nor heart--that her beauty is but a mask that cannot long
conceal the enduring imperfection and deformity of her character.
She associates these discoveries with me because I first disturbed
her vanity; but the beauty of Jennie Burton's life, the dastardly
behavior of Sibley, and the deep humiliation received through him,
with other circumstances, have all combined to bring about the
revelation. And yet, confound it all! I did act the stupid Pharisee
on several occasions, and I might as well own it both to her and
myself. A Pharisee is a fool 'per se.' Well, I'm sorry to say, her
outlook for life is dark at best, even if she were not so fearfully
rash and unbalanced. As it is I expect to hear some sad story of
Ida Mayhew before many years pass. I'll try to brighten a few days
for her, however, before I go to town, and then the farther we can
drift apart the better. How delightful, in contrast, is the sense
of rest and security that Jennie Burton always inspires in spite
of her sad mystery."
Chapter XLI. The Protestant Confessional.
Ida's sleep was almost as deep and quiet, and when her mother stole
in to look at her from time to time the following morning, her face
was as colorless, as if she had taken the drug which Van Berg's
heel had ground into the earth; but Mrs. Mayhew observed with
satisfaction that her respiration was as regular and natural as
that of a little child. Wronged nature will, to a certain extent,
forgive the young and restore to them the priceless treasures of
health and strength they throw away. Ida had been a sad spendthrift
of both lately, but now that the evil spell was broken, the poor
worn body and mind sank into a long and merciful oblivion, during
which a new life began to flow back from the, as yet, unexhausted
fountain of youth.
She awoke late in the morning, and it was some moments before she
could recall all that had happened. Then, as she remembered her
dreadful purpose, there came a strong rush of grateful feeling that
she HAD awakened--that life and its opportunities were still hers.
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