American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"I wonder if it will be possible for a Divine love gradually to
supplant a human love? 'Whom to know is eternal life.' This hope
seems to be my only hope--my only remedy, my one chance. I must
soon go back to the city, where I cannot see good old Mr. Eltinge,
where I will no longer have the excitement of occasionally meeting
Mr. Van Berg, where I shall be fact to face with only the hard,
prosaic difficulties that will abound in the world without, but
especially in my own home. I plainly foresee that I shall become
bitter, selfish, and reckless again, unless I find such a Friend
as Mr. Eltinge describes, who will give me daily and positive help;
a mere decorous, formal religion will be of no more use to me than
pictures of bread to the famishing. I must have a strong, patient
Friend who will see me through my troubles, or I'm lost. I may
even grow as desperate and wicked as I have been again," and she
buried her face in her hands and fairly trembled with apprehension.
"Come, my child, cheer up! All will end well yet. Take an old man's
word for it. I've lived through several troubles that I thought
would finish me, thanks to the good Lord, and here I am now, safe
and sound and in the possession of two good homes--this one and
the better one over the river they say is so dark. I don't believe
it's much more of a river to the Christian than yonder little brook;
but I can tell you, my child, we'll find a wonderful difference
between the two shores."
Ida found that the old gentleman had joined her unperceived, and
she told him of her fears.
"Now, don't worry," he answered, "about what will happen when you
go back to the city. Christ himself has said: 'Sufficient unto
the day is the evil thereof.' Your whole duty is to do your best
now, and he'll take care of the future. He did not call himself
the 'Good Shepherd' for nothing, as I and millions of others, know
from experience. He'll see you over all the hard places, if you
ask him to, and just follow patiently. You may not be able to see
the way or know where he is leading you, any more than the sheep;
but the path, however flinty and thorny, will end in the fold. Of
that be assured." And he gave her one or two sad chapters from
his own life of which he could now speak calmly and understandingly.
As they were about to part, Ida said: "Mr. Eltinge, I'm so ignorant
that I have not the remotest idea how to commence this Christian
life. I greatly wish to form a character worthy of respect, but
I don't know how to set about it."
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