American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"I don't believe in such things," he replied promptly.
"Of course not; you are a man. But I have such a presentiment this
afternoon, and it will come true."
"What do you fear, Miss Ida?"
"What does a woman always fear? Earthquakes, political changes,
disturbances in the world at large, of course."
"I have heard that a woman's kingdom was her heart," Van Berg was
indiscreet enough to say.
"It is a pity," Ida replied with one of her reckless laughs, "for
it so often happens that she cannot keep it, and those who wrest
it from her do not care to keep it, and so it comes to be what the
geographies used to call one of the 'waste places of the earth.'
As the world goes, I think I had better retain my kingdom, small
as it is."
He turned very pale, and swift as light he thought: "Has she, by
the aid of her woman's intuition, read my thoughts? Has she seen
the beginnings of a regard for her far warmer than my professed
friendship, and, remembering my suit to Jennie Burton, is she learning
to despise me as fickle, or, worse, as a hypocritical specimen of
that meanest type of human vermin--a male flirt?" and his face grew
so white that Ida in her turn was not only perplexed, but alarmed.
But after a moment he said quietly: "It is not the size of the
kingdom that makes its value, but what it contains. I hope you will
keep treasures of yours till you find some one worthy to receive
them, and I can scarcely imagine that such an idiot exists that he
would not retain them if he could. That is Fort Montgomery yonder,"
and he resolutely continued the story of its defence and capture,
until her father returned saying it was time to come down ad prepare
to land.
Ida had scarcely heard a word. Her heart almost stood still with
dread and foreboding, and like a dreary refrain the words kept
repeating themselves, "Oh, I'm punished, I'm punished. I thought
to win him from Jennie Burton, and my reckless words will now make
him true to her at every cost to himself. He knows that I must
have seen how he won the kingdom of her heart, and he'll keep it
now in spite of my love and something I thought love that I saw in
his face. Oh, my punishment is greater than I can bear; but it is
deserved, well deserved. If he had won my love first, what would
I think of the woman who tried to win him from me? She would have
suffered what I now must suffer. My bright but guilty dream is
over forever."
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