American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Ik, I plead with you, say nothing, do nothing. Be blind and deaf
to everything of which we have spoken. Only help me hide my secret
and get away from this place to some other where I am not known."
"Has your father any idea of all this?"
Ida explained in part her father's knowledge.
"We can easily manage it then," he said. "I had decided to leave
next week. Miss Burton leaves for her college duties very soon
also. The idea of that fragile flower being trampled on nine months
of the year by a crowd of thoughtless, heedless girls! And so our
disastrous summer comes to an end. And yet I'm wrong in applying
that term to my own experience. I wish you felt as I do, Ida. I
haven't a particle of hope, and yet I would not give up my love for
Jennie Burton for all the world; and I don't believe I ever shall
give it up. I think she is beginning to understand me a little
better now, although she does not give me much thought. One day,
while you have been gone, I met her returning from one of her walks,
and she looked so faint and sad that I could not endure it, and I
went straight to her and took her hand as I said: 'Miss Burton,
is there anything Ik Stanton can do to make you happier? It's
none of my business, I suppose, but it's breaking my heart to see
you becoming so sad and pale. I may seem to you very foolish and
Quixotic, but there is no earthly think I would not do or suffer for
you.' She did not withdraw her hand as she replied, very gently:
'Mr. Stanton, please do me the kindness to be happy yourself, and
forget me.' I could only say, in honesty: 'You have asked just
the two things which are utterly impossible.' Tears came into
her eyes as she replied, with emphasis: 'Then, my FRIEND, you can
understand me. There is one whom I can never forget.' She was
kind enough to say some words about my having been generous and
considerate of her feelings, etc., but no matter about them. We
parted, and it's all over as far as she is concerned. When I left
town last June I thought I'd be a bachelor always, because I loved
my jolly ease. I've a better reason now, Ida. Of course Van must
be the one referred to by Miss Burton. You have seen how she looks
at him at times when thinking herself unobserved!"
"Yes," sighed Ida, "it's all right. God is just, and there is no
use of trying to thwart his will."
"Well, Ida, I don't know. It's all a snarl to me. Sometimes
I think the world goes on the toss-up-a-penny plan, and again it
seems almost as if Old Nick himself was behind the scenes.
"Dear Brother Ik, don't talk to me that way. If I do lose ALL my
faith now, I don't know what will happen."
"Forgive me, Ida, I will try to do better by you though I fear I
shall prove one of Job's comforters. We'll stop in the village,
get some supper there, and, thus you won't have to face anybody
to-night, and by to-morrow you will be your own brave self."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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