A Fair Mystery: The Story of a CoquetteBrame, Charlotte M.
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A Fair Mystery: The Story of a Coquette
Brame, Charlotte M.
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Standing there in the sunshine, with every blessing from heaven lavished
upon her--more, according to outward appearances, to be envied than any
girl in England--she saw the great canker-worm of her life in its true
colors. Sin had spoiled all for her.
Sin! Why, she could remember when, in the innocence of her youth and
beauty, she had laughed at the word sin--she had scoffed at it. "What
did sin matter?" she had said, to herself; "the only thing was to make
the very best of life, to enjoy it with all her power, to grasp its
pleasures before they had time to fade." Sin! why it was all sheer
nonsense.
Now, when sin had found her out, when its black trail had entered her
life and poisoned it--when its consequences, pursuing her, were leading
her to shame and disgrace, she began to recognize it for what it was.
She said to herself that if she could begin life over again she would be
quite different; she would try to be good, like Mattie; she would think
less of her own beauty; and if the same temptation came to her again,
which had been so artfully offered her once, she would refuse it. She
wished with all her heart that she had turned a deaf ear to Lord
Vivianne's entreaties. "I _did_ know it was wrong," she said to herself,
with unusual candor; "I had enough of what was good in me to know that,
and I am sorry, really sorry that I did it."
Who knows how much repentance the Father above requires from a soul? Who
shall measure His mercy? The terrible tragedy was drawing nearer; and it
might be that the sorrow which rose from the poor, weak, vain soul that
morning was sufficient to save it.
So she lived the time through until Lord Vivianne came. She was glad
that Lady Linleigh had arranged for a little gayety; meeting him alone
would have been simply unendurable. As it was, she met him in a
drawing-room half-crowded with guests. He found time and opportunity for
saying a few words to her:
"How beautiful you look, Dora! I have never seen you looking so well!"
"I should be flattered at pleasing such fastidious taste as yours," she
replied.
"Yes, you do look most lovely; those waves of green and white, and the
water-lilies in your hair--you look like Undine!"
"Before or after she had found her soul?" she asked, with a mocking
smile.
He laughed that low, light laugh for which she hated him.
"I have never quite made up my mind as to whether women have souls or
not," he said. "I am inclined to think not; if they have, they certainly
make queer use of them."
"Lady Linleigh!" cried the girl, to the countess, who was just passing
by, "what do you imagine Lord Vivianne says?"
"I cannot imagine," replied the countess, with a smile.
"He says he is inclined to believe women have no souls; or, if they
have, they make queer use of them."
The countess looked slightly shocked.
Lord Vivianne gave one angry look at the spoiled beauty.
"That is a very dreadful opinion to hold, my lord," said Lady Estelle.
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