"No, no, no! I don't know, I did not hear anything, and I don't want to
hear anything. I don't want to know a thing about his dirty affairs."
But finally he did learn about Petenka. He received a letter from him
saying he was about to leave for one of the remote provinces and asking
his father to continue to send him an allowance in his new position.
The whole of the next day Porfiry Vladimirych was in a state of visible
perplexity. He darted from room to room, peeped into the oratory,
crossed himself, and sighed. But toward evening he plucked up courage
and wrote the following letter:
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"My criminal son Piotr:
"As a faithful and law-abiding subject I should not even
answer your letter. But as a father given to human weaknesses,
I cannot, from a sense of compassion, refuse good advice to
a child who, through his own fault, plunged himself into a
whirlpool of evil.
"Here, in short, is my opinion on the subject. The punishment
that has been meted out to you is severe, but you quite deserve
it. That is the first and most important consideration that
should always accompany you in your new life from now on.
All your other vagaries and even the memory thereof you must
forget, for in your present situation all this will only tend
to irritate you and urge you on to impious complaint. You have
already tasted of the bitter fruits of haughtiness of spirit.
Try now to taste of the fruits of humility, all the more so
since there is nothing else left for you in the future. Do not
complain of the punishment, for the authorities do not even
punish you, but only provide means for your correction. To be
grateful for this, and to endeavor to make amends for what
you did--that is what you must incessantly bear in mind, and
not the luxurious frittering away of time, which I myself, by
the way, never did, although I was never under indictment.
So follow this prudent advice of mine and turn over a new
leaf, satisfied with what the authorities, in their kindness,
will deem it necessary to allot to you. I, for my part, will
pray the Giver of all things good to grant you firmness and
humility. Even on the very day on which I write these lines I
have been to church and offered up fervent prayers for you. And
now, I bless you for the new journey and remain, your indignant
but still loving father, Porfiry Golovliov."
#/
It is uncertain whether the letter ever reached Petenka, but no more
than a month after it was sent, Porfiry Vladimirych was officially
notified that his son, while on his way to the place of exile, had
fallen ill and died in a hospital.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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