Life on other planets -- Fiction; Mars (Planet) -- Fiction; Science fiction
But my thoughts I could not control. Despite my every effort to keep
them concentrated upon the purpose of my adventure, they persisted in
wandering to a prison tower, to a tousled head of refractory hair, to a
rounded shoulder that had once pressed mine. I shook myself to be rid
of the vision as I sped through the night, but it constantly returned
and in its wake came harrowing thoughts of the fate that might have
overtaken Tavia during my absence.
I set my destination control compass upon Jahar, the exact position of
which I had obtained from Phor Tak, and thus relieved of the necessity
of constantly remaining at the controls, I busied myself about the
interior of the ship. I looked to the ammunition of the disintegrating
ray rifles and rearranged it to suit my own ideas.
Phor Tak had equipped me with three types of rays; one would
disintegrate metal, another would disintegrate wood and the third would
disintegrate human flesh. I had also brought along something which Phor
Tak had refused me when I had asked him for it. I pressed the pocket
pouch in which I had placed it to make sure that I still had the vial,
the contents of which I imagined might prove of inestimable value to me.
I raised all the port shutters and adjusted the ventilators, for at
best the interior of this strange ship seemed close and stuffy to one
who was accustomed to the open deck of the fast scout fliers of Helium.
Then I spread my sleeping silks and furs and settled myself down to
rest, knowing that when I arrived at Jahar my destination control
compass would stop the ship and an alarm would awaken me if I still
slept, but sleep would not come. I thought of Sanoma Tora. I visualized
her cold and stately beauty, but always her haughty eyes dissolved into
the eyes of Tavia, sparkling with the joy of life, soft with the light
of friendship.
I was far from Jhama when at last I sprang determinedly from my
sleeping silks and furs, and going to the controls, I cut off the
destination control compass and with a single, swift turn swung the
nose of the flier toward Tjanath.
The die was cast. I felt that I should experience remorse and self
loathing, but I experienced neither. I joyed in the thought that I was
rushing to the service of a friend and I knew in the most innermost
recesses of my heart that of the two, Tavia had more claim upon my
friendship than had Sanoma Tora, from whom I had received at best only
scant courtesy.
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