"You?" They peered, like those of a fish. "Good! I'm glad to see you,
even though you have come to scorn, and abuse, and hate. It's a lonely
hell, this--lonely."
Blake answered, bitterness in his soul:
"I did not come because I wanted to. It was to prevent her coming--the
wife who loved you, and who, God help her, loves you still. She would
make one last effort to save you."
Schuyler laughed again.
"There's nothing left to save," he chuckled.
"I know; but I'll try for her sake."
Schuyler lurched into a chair. In ghastly playfulness he looked upon the
other.
"Try, then," he cackled. "You did so well last time, that you've come to
try again, eh? Well, you've come too late. Do you remember Parmalee--the
boy who killed himself? The boy that I called a fool?" He laughed,
sardonically. "He's got me now--he, and Van Dam, and Rogers--three damned
fools scorching in a hole in hell.... 'A fool there was'" he quoted;
then, stopping, suddenly, he half rose, weakly, to his feet.
"Listen!" he cried.
There came utter silence.
"Did you hear?" he queried, triumphantly. "Did you hear her calling?"
It was more than Blake could bear.
"Jack!" he cried, tensely. "Jack!"
Schuyler rounded on him. "Don't call me that!" he said, petulantly. "Call
me _the Fool_."
Blake shook his head, in the gripping horror of it all.
"It makes me sick," he murmured, to himself, "sick at heart!"
Schuyler had heard.
"It makes me sick, too," he cackled. He pointed to the shattered mirror,
above the mantel. "Do you see that?" he demanded. "There isn't a whole
one in the house. I don't dare to look at myself."
Came to Blake's mind now, stricken and wracked as it had been, by that
which he had seen, a glimmer of hope. He had heard of men like this who
had come back to life--to reason. It might be fever--fever and drink; and
it might be that the fever could be stayed--the drink conquered. John
Schuyler had been a strong man. Surely it could not be that in so short a
time he had been dragged to the grave's very edge. Lack of attention,
lack of care, lack of medicine and nursing and discipline were probably
largely responsible. The man might be awakened--brought to himself. It
might be possible--
Speculatively, not realizing that he spoke aloud, he asked of himself:
"Is there a chance left? Is there one little chance left, to save him?"
Again Schuyler had heard.
"What would be the use?" he queried, dully. The liquor was passing. "What
is there left of me to save? I'm a husk--squeezed dry. I'm a memory--a
nightmare. They are calling me--Young Parmalee, Rogers, Seward Van Dam. I
drink to them, now, even as they drink to me--scorching in their hole in
hell!" He rose weakly to his feet, raising a dirty glass in which
splashed a little amber liquor.
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