“Oh, how? Perhaps he did not understand you. No, he did not understand
you. What did you say to him, Don Ippolito? Tell me!” She leaned towards
him, in anxious emotion, as she spoke.
The priest rose, and stretched out his arms, as if he would gather
something of courage from the infinite space. In his visage were the
sublimity and the terror of a man who puts everything to the risk.
“How will it really be with me, yonder?” he demanded. “As it is with
other men, whom their past life, if it has been guiltless, does not
follow to that new world of freedom and justice?”
“Why should it not be so?” demanded Florida. “Did _he_ say it would
not?”
“Need it be known there that I have been a priest? Or if I tell it, will
it make me appear a kind of monster, different from other men?”
“No, no!” she answered fervently. “Your story would gain friends and
honor for you everywhere in America. Did _he_”--
“A moment, a moment!” cried Don Ippolito, catching his breath. “Will it
ever be possible for me to win something more than honor and friendship
there?”
She looked up at him askingly, confusedly.
“If I am a man, and the time should ever come that a face, a look, a
voice, shall be to me what they are to other men, will _she_ remember
it against me that I have been a priest, when I tell her--say to her,
madamigella--how dear she is to me, offer her my life’s devotion, ask
her to be my wife?”...
Florida rose from the seat, and stood confronting him, in a helpless
silence, which he seemed not to notice.
Suddenly he clasped his hands together, and desperately stretched them
towards her.
“Oh, my hope, my trust, my life, if it were you that I loved?”...
“What!” shuddered the girl, recoiling, with almost a shriek. “_You_? _A
priest_!”
Don Ippolito gave a low cry, half sob:--
“His words, his words! It is true, I cannot escape, I am doomed, I must
die as I have lived!”
He dropped his face into his hands, and stood with his head bowed before
her; neither spoke for a long time, or moved.
Then Florida said absently, in the husky murmur to which her voice fell
when she was strongly moved, “Yes, I see it all, how it has been,” and
was silent again, staring, as if a procession of the events and scenes
of the past months were passing before her; and presently she moaned
to herself “Oh, oh, oh!” and wrung her hands. The foolish fountain kept
capering and babbling on. All at once, now, as a flame flashes up and
then expires, it leaped and dropped extinct at the foot of the statue.
Its going out seemed somehow to leave them in darkness, and under cover
of that gloom she drew nearer the priest, and by such approaches as one
makes toward a fancied apparition, when his fear will not let him fly,
but it seems better to suffer the worst from it at once than to live in
terror of it ever after, she lifted her hands to his, and gently taking
them away from his face, looked into his hopeless eyes.
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