He lay down in his clothes, and began to dream almost before he began
to sleep. He woke early, and went out to walk. He did not rest all day.
Once he came home, and found a letter from Mrs. Vervain, postmarked
Verona, reiterating her lamentations and adieux, and explaining that the
priest had relinquished his purpose, and would not go to America at all.
The deeper mystery in which this news left him was not less sinister
than before.
In the weeks that followed, Ferris had no other purpose than to reduce
the days to hours, the hours to minutes. The burden that fell upon him
when he woke lay heavy on his heart till night, and oppressed him far
into his sleep. He could not give his trouble certain shape; what was
mostly with him was a formless loss, which he could not resolve into any
definite shame or wrong. At times, what he had seen seemed to him some
baleful trick of the imagination, some lurid and foolish illusion.
But he could do nothing, he could not ask himself what the end was to
be. He kept indoors by day, trying to work, trying to read, marveling
somewhat that he did not fall sick and die. At night he set out on long
walks, which took him he cared not where, and often detained him till
the gray lights of morning began to tremble through the nocturnal blue.
But even by night he shunned the neighborhood in which the Vervains
had lived. Their landlord sent him a package of trifles they had left
behind, but he refused to receive them, sending back word that he did
not know where the ladies were. He had half expected that Mrs. Vervain,
though he had not answered her last letter, might write to him again
from England, but she did not. The Vervains had passed out of his world;
he knew that they had been in it only by the torment they had left him.
He wondered in a listless way that he should see nothing of Don
Ippolito. Once at midnight he fancied that the priest was coming towards
him across a campo he had just entered; he stopped and turned back into
the calle: when the priest came up to him, it was not Don Ippolito.
In these days Ferris received a dispatch from the Department of State,
informing him that his successor had been appointed, and directing him
to deliver up the consular flags, seals, archives, and other property of
the United States. No reason for his removal was given; but as there had
never been any reason for his appointment, he had no right to complain;
the balance was exactly dressed by this simple device of our civil
service. He determined not to wait for the coming of his successor
before giving up the consular effects, and he placed them at once in the
keeping of the worthy ship-chandler who had so often transferred them
from departing to arriving consuls. Then being quite ready at any moment
to leave Venice, he found himself in nowise eager to go; but he began in
a desultory way to pack up his sketches and studies.
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