“I don’t mean any harm. I can see how in many things he was the soul
of truth and honor. But it seems to me that even the life he lived was
largely imagined. I mean that he was such a dreamer that once having
fancied himself afflicted at being what he was, he could go on and
suffer as keenly as if he really were troubled by it. Why mightn’t it
be that all his doubts came from anger and resentment towards those who
made him a priest, rather than from any examination of his own mind? I
don’t say it _was_ so. But I don’t believe he knew quite what he wanted.
He must have felt that his failure as an inventor went deeper than the
failure of his particular attempts. I once thought that perhaps he had
a genius in that way, but I question now whether he had. If he had, it
seems to me he had opportunity to prove it--certainly, as a priest he
had leisure to prove it. But when that sort of subconsciousness of his
own inadequacy came over him, it was perfectly natural for him to take
refuge in the supposition that he had been baffled by circumstances.”
Mrs. Ferris remained silently troubled. “I don’t know how to answer you,
Henry; but I think that you’re judging him narrowly and harshly.”
“Not harshly. I feel very compassionate towards him. But now, even as to
what one might consider the most real thing in his life,--his caring
for you,--it seems to me there must have been a great share of imagined
sentiment in it. It was not a passion; it was a gentle nature’s dream of
a passion.”
“He didn’t die of a dream,” said the wife.
“No, he died of a fever.”
“He had got well of the fever.”
“That’s very true, my dear. And whatever his head was, he had an
affectionate and faithful heart. I wish I had been gentler with him. I
must often have bruised that sensitive soul. God knows I’m sorry for it.
But he’s a puzzle, he’s a puzzle!”
Thus lapsing more and more into a mere problem as the years have passed,
Don Ippolito has at last ceased to be even the memory of a man with a
passionate love and a mortal sorrow. Perhaps this final effect in the
mind of him who has realized the happiness of which the poor priest
vainly dreamed is not the least tragic phase of the tragedy of Don
Ippolito.
End of Project Gutenberg’s A Foregone Conclusion, by William Dean Howells
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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