A soreness that had been lifted from his heart, came back; he walked
home disappointed and defeated, he hardly knew why or in what. He did
not laugh now to think how she had asked him that morning to forget her
coming to him for help; he was outraged that he should have been repaid
in this sort, and the rebuff with which his sympathy had just been met
was vulgar; there was no other name for it but vulgarity. Yet he could
not relate this quality to the face of the young girl as he constantly
beheld it in his homeward walk. It did not defy him or repulse him;
it looked up at him wistfully as from the gondola that morning.
Nevertheless he hardened his heart. The Vervains should see him next
when they had sent for him. After all, one is not so very old at
twenty-six.
X.
“Don Ippolito has come, signorina,” said Nina, the next morning,
approaching Florida, where she sat in an attitude of listless patience,
in the garden.
“Don Ippolito!” echoed the young girl in a weary tone. She rose and
went into the house, and they met with the constraint which was but too
natural after the events of their last parting. It is hard to tell
which has most to overcome in such a case, the forgiver or the forgiven.
Pardon rankles even in a generous soul, and the memory of having
pardoned embarrasses the sensitive spirit before the object of its
clemency, humbling and making it ashamed. It would be well, I suppose,
if there need be nothing of the kind between human creatures, who cannot
sustain such a relation without mutual distrust. It is not so ill with
them when apart, but when they meet they must be cold and shy at first.
“Now I see what you two are thinking about,” said Mrs. Vervain, and a
faint blush tinged the cheek of the priest as she thus paired him off
with her daughter. “You are thinking about what happened the other
day; and you had better forget it. There is no use brooding over
these matters. Dear me! if _I_ had stopped to brood over every little
unpleasant thing that happened, I wonder where I should be now? By the
way, where were _you_ all day yesterday, Don Ippolito?”
“I did not come to disturb you because I thought you must be very tired.
Besides I was quite busy.”
“Oh yes, those inventions of yours. I think you are _so_ ingenious! But
you mustn’t apply too closely. Now really, yesterday,--after all you had
been through, it was too much for the brain.” She tapped herself on the
forehead with her fan.
“I was not busy with my inventions, madama,” answered Don Ippolito,
who sat in the womanish attitude priests get from their drapery, and
fingered the cord round his three-cornered hat. “I have scarcely touched
them of late. But our parish takes part in the procession of Corpus
Domini in the Piazza, and I had my share of the preparations.”
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