On the other hand, besides, he was bound to Don Ippolito, who had come
to him as the nearest friend of both, and confided in him. He remembered
with a tardy, poignant intelligence how in their first talk of the
Vervains Don Ippolito had taken pains to inform himself that Ferris was
not in love with Florida. Could he be less manly and generous than this
poor priest, and violate the sanctity of his confidence? Ferris groaned
aloud. No, contrive it as he would, call it by what fair name he chose,
he could not commit this treachery. It was the more impossible to him
because, in this agony of doubt as to what he should do, he now at least
read his own heart clearly, and had no longer a doubt what was in it. He
pitied her for the pain she must suffer. He saw how her simple goodness,
her blind sympathy with Don Ippolito, and only this, must have led the
priest to the mistaken pass at which he stood. But Ferris felt that
the whole affair had been fatally carried beyond his reach; he could do
nothing now but wait and endure. There are cases in which a man must not
protect the woman he loves. This was one.
The afternoon wore away. In the evening he went to the Piazza, and drank
a cup of coffee at Florian’s. Then he walked to the Public Gardens,
where he watched the crowd till it thinned in the twilight and left him
alone. He hung upon the parapet, looking off over the lagoon that at
last he perceived to be flooded with moonlight. He desperately called
a gondola, and bade the man row him to the public landing nearest the
Vervains’, and so walked up the calle, and entered the palace from the
campo, through the court that on one side opened into the garden.
Mrs. Vervain was alone in the room where he had always been accustomed
to find her daughter with her, and a chill as of the impending change
fell upon him. He felt how pleasant it had been to find them together;
with a vain, piercing regret he felt how much like home the place had
been to him. Mrs. Vervain, indeed, was not changed; she was even more
than ever herself, though all that she said imported change. She seemed
to observe nothing unwonted in him, and she began to talk in her way of
things that she could not know were so near his heart.
“Now, Mr. Ferris, I have a little surprise for you. Guess what it is!”
“I’m not good at guessing. I’d rather not know what it is than have to
guess it,” said Ferris, trying to be light, under his heavy trouble.
“You won’t try once, even? Well, you’re going to be rid of us soon I We
are going away.”
“Yes, I knew that,” said Ferris quietly. “Don Ippolito told me so
to-day.”
“And is that all you have to say? Isn’t it rather sad? Isn’t it sudden?
Come, Mr. Ferris, do be a little complimentary, for once!”
“It’s sudden, and I can assure you it’s sad enough for me,” replied the
painter, in a tone which could not leave any doubt of his sincerity.
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