A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of WirtembergHay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
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A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of Wirtemberg
Hay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
Grävenitz, Christina Wilhelmina von, 1685-1744
really only children crying for the moon? and if the moon were given to
us, should we but throw it away into the nearest ditch--merely another
broken toy? he thought. These moods of Eberhard Ludwig's were frequent.
Like all poets, he had a vein of melancholy, a tendency to indulge
himself in a half-sensuous sadness, and these dreamings of his, which had
never been received with ought save uncomprehending impatience by the
Duchess, Wilhelmine had known so well how to assuage--not entirely to
dissipate, for she would have robbed him of a certain joy had she done
so; but she humoured him, understood him, wandered with him in the paths
of his enchanted melancholy, then suddenly brought him back to gaiety by
some witty word, some tender pleasantry. It was part of her immense power
over him, and indeed, it was no thing of the senses, but rather her
womanly genius, her innate knowledge of loving. As he stood awaiting her,
his heart cried for her; he was no longer stirred by physical desire,
but he craved the consolation of her presence as a child wearies for its
mother's love. Indeed, in most passions which have outlasted the flash of
sheer animal attraction, there has ever been that touch of mother-love in
the affection given by the woman to the man. And it is this which
eternally makes the entirely desirable woman older than the man she
loves.
The minutes passed slowly as Eberhard Ludwig stood waiting for some sign
from Wilhelmine. At length his Highness heard an approaching footstep. He
turned quickly, in his excitement not noting that the steps came from the
direction of the castle garden. He started forward with outstretched
arms. Forstner stood before him, a ridiculous figure as usual; his large,
tiresome nose shadowed on the wall by the uncertain light of the hanging
lanterns.
'Really, Monsieur de Forstner!' broke out the Duke angrily, 'it is
intolerable to be thus followed! Am I not at liberty to take a stroll
unquestioned?'
The astonished courtier attempted to explain that he had not known his
Highness to be wandering near the Judengasse, but Eberhard Ludwig cut him
short and desired him to go on his way. Forstner begged to be permitted
to accompany his Highness. 'This is not a part of the town where it is
fitting your Highness should be alone at night.' The reproving tone of
the schoolmaster (that inextinguishable dweller of the innermost which
abides for ever in the breast of every honest German) crept into the
words, and Eberhard Ludwig's irritation was the more aroused.
'Will you go and leave me to myself, Forstner, you insufferable ass!' The
words broke forth half fiercely, half humorously.
Forstner drew himself up with a certain stiff dignity. 'Were that term
applied to me by any but my Prince, I should answer with the sword,' he
said.
The Duke laughed impatiently. 'I retract--I apologise--I beg your
forgiveness; you are an excellent fellow, a dear friend--only for God's
sake, man, go away!'
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