A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of WirtembergHay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
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A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of Wirtemberg
Hay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
Grävenitz, Christina Wilhelmina von, 1685-1744
'Ride faster, hasten to Freudenthal!' she called to her postillions, and
at a gallop the Landhofmeisterin's coach thundered away westwards to the
distant line of hills where lay Freudenthal. Once she turned as she
passed through the Ludwigsburg gates. She turned and saw the great roofs
of the palace which had been reared for her, and whence she was
henceforward banished for ever.
CHAPTER XXI
THE DOWNFALL
'Life is but a vision--what I see
Of all which lives alone is life to me,
And being so--the absent are the dead,
Who haunt us from tranquillity, and spread
A dreary shroud around us, and invest
With sad remembrances our hours of rest.
The absent are the dead--for they are cold.'
BYRON.
FREUDENTHAL was full of ghosts for the Graevenitz: Madame de Ruth, her
dead friend; Zollern, who had bade her farewell for ever; and Eberhard
Ludwig, the unfaithful lover of her vanished youth. She walked in the
gardens, listening involuntarily for the voice which had so often called
'Philomele beloved' from the orchard gate. There was no consolation on
earth for her, she knew that; all she had loved, all she had achieved,
her power, her great honours, were dead things. The forced inaction of
her future tortured her. How would she pass the long dreary hours of the
rest of her life? True, the Jewish community of Freudenthal had greeted
her with enthusiasm; they were faithful, these despised Israelites. For a
moment it had warmed her heart back to a little interest in living. She
busied herself with the affairs of the village, but she was used to a
press of work, of governing, of vital interests; how could these minor
matters occupy her for long?
She tried to read, but though her eyes followed the lines her thoughts
flashed away to Ludwigsburg. She struck a few chords on the spinet;
unconsciously her fingers glided into a melody Eberhard Ludwig had loved,
and only a sob broke from her lips when she would have sung. Ghosts at
Freudenthal? She was the ghost herself; she was the shadow of bygone
days--the poor, yearning, broken-hearted ghost.
They came and told her that Serenissimus had returned from Berlin, and
that he had been greeted by the news of the Erbprinz's serious illness.
Prince Friedrich had fallen ill of a nervous fever, they said. Ah, yes!
she told herself she had caused it; in her morbid sadness she took the
blame of every untoward occurrence upon her shoulders. She had caused
Friedrich Ludwig to fall ill, for great emotions must perforce shatter so
frail a being as he was, and she had tortured him, tempted him.
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