A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of WirtembergHay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
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A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of Wirtemberg
Hay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
Grävenitz, Christina Wilhelmina von, 1685-1744
One morning, about a month after the commencement of Wilhelmine's sojourn
at the castle, she was dressing at her leisure, her Highness having
commanded her presence at a later hour than usual. The window stood open,
and she could hear the whirl of wings as the doves flew about from the
roof of the inner courtyard or alighted on the stone balustrade below her
window. The heat had abated, and a faint sighing breeze was wafted
through the window. Maria had gone to the town to purchase a ribbon for
Madame de Ruth's spaniel, and the Graevenitzin remained alone. She leaned
back in a tall, carved chair, listening to the million sounds of silence.
Ah! Silence!--quiet! how she loved it! With yearning she realised how she
longed for the stillness of some deep wood or of some fragrant garden,
with Eberhard Ludwig at her side. True, she saw him daily at court; drove
with him on his fine coach drawn by eight horses; supped with him, sang
to him, knew herself to be his acknowledged mistress. There were stolen
interviews in her little room, moments of wondrous rapture and thrilling,
passionate surrender. Yet, somehow, she never had the sensation of being
entirely undisturbed, of enjoying the delight of solitude with him, safe
from possible interruption. She knew that her genuine passion for the
Duke was regarded by the court as an ordinary gallant adventure; her
relation with him classed among the unlovely liaisons of princes; and,
like each woman who considers her personal conduct, she imagined her own
love to be a thing utterly different to the passions of other
women--infinitely purer, absolutely apart. Also, she hated disapproval;
it had the power to vilify her, drawing out the worst in her nature. Then
the Duchess, who was possessed of all the harsh cruelty of the untempted
virtuous woman, constantly slighted the lady-in-waiting, whose presence
she, perforce, endured, while it afforded her a decided relief to vent
her jealous, agonised spleen in the privacy of her apartment upon her
victorious rival of public society. She little knew, poor soul, what a
sinister list of 'affronts to be avenged' was being written in
Wilhelmine's mind, nor could she gauge, she of the moth-coloured spite,
the evil, relentless hatred which she was daily fostering in a heart
strong to love and strong to hate.
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