He had of late developed a great interest in my welfare, and Kosinski
had been his special butt. He had always hated the latter on account of
his vast moral superiority to himself, and seemed specially desirous of
discrediting him in my eyes. The Russian came pretty frequently to the
office during the months following on Giannoli's disappearance. He was
always singularly uncommunicative about his own concerns; his intimate
friends were not aware of his address; how he lived or what his home
life was none seemed to know; and, indeed, he was one of those men who,
without ever saying a word to that effect, make one feel that their
private life is no concern of any one but themselves. Short, however,
hinted at things he _could_ say if he _would_, spoke in general terms of
the disgracefulness of exploiting the affections of women, referred in
an undertone to "that Kosinski's" luck, adding that, of course, one had
a right to act according to one's inclination, still Anarchists should
set an example, &c., &c. I, of course, took such observations at their
true value; I knew Short and Kosinski too well to give two thoughts to
the matter. Still when, on top of all this mysterious talk, I received
Giannoli's letter, in which he spoke of his folly in trusting his
supposed friend, and accused him of being neither more nor less than an
agent in the hands of the International police, I felt my brain whirl,
and really wondered whether I was the sole sane person in a mad world,
or whether the reverse were not the case.
It was now some weeks since I had last seen Dr. Armitage. He had written
to explain his absence, alleging stress of work, in which I readily
believed; for though I knew his regular practice had been much neglected
during the preceding year, I also knew that there was not an Anarchist
within twenty miles who did not expect him to attend on himself and
family when in illness or trouble, an obligation with which the doctor
willingly complied, though not only did he take no fees, but generally
had to provide the patients with all their creature comforts. No sort
of change had occurred in our relations to each other, but lately he
had seemed more than ever preoccupied, absorbed in the propaganda, ever
devising new plans for spreading the "movement." He seemed less and less
inclined to keep up his West End connection, and confessed that he
had but scant patience wherewith to listen to the polite ailments and
sentimental troubles of fashionable ladies. He had given much time to
the _Tocsin,_ writing many really remarkable papers for it, but lately,
since Kosinski had come more to the front, and I had been so much taken
up with Giannoli's affairs, he had, perhaps intentionally, kept more
away from the office.
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