For a lady’s use! She would have liked to shout to him that she was
not a lady—that she never expected or intended to be one, if it
meant that she had to ride only horses that a baby would be safe on.
A year, indeed! But she said nothing. She still had that habit of
dreaming things—dramatizing what she would have liked to say in her
own mind, instead of saying it.
In the old days it would have been The Boy-On-The-Train who tamed
Creeping Mose, with a turn of the wrist. But now, all the time she
sat on the corral fence watching Uncle Hank handle the wild,
courageous thing, she was thinking of Pearse as she’d known him in
the days of the cyclone cellar, in that snatched visit on the trail
coming back with the Jacox cattle. Pearse was on a ranch. He was the
kind to do whatever he did better than those about him did it. As
usual, she just put Pearse in Uncle Hank’s place on the blue roan’s
back, had him take rather more risks, and couldn’t keep from
clapping her hands when he came through gloriously.
Uncle Hank glanced up, caught her glowing eyes fixed on him, and
looked a little startled. She climbed down and walked soberly away.
After all, the cyclone cellar was the place to indulge in dreams of
Pearse. She was glad now that she’d never shared the secret of her
retreat with Burch—or with any one.
It was Sam Kee who helped her carry down the old desk that she put
in there, and she even made the Chinaman leave it in the outer
cellar, not removing the shielding boxes she kept piled over its
door till he was back in the kitchen, tugging the heavy piece of
furniture along the narrow passage by herself. Book after book had
drifted down from the shelves upstairs to be added to those she kept
in a row on the desk top; pictures that took her fancy were tacked
up all around; she used to slip away to this retreat at certain
times to read a little, write less and dream much. Stolen hours,
these, when Burch or Aunt Val or Uncle Hank may have thought she was
out for a ride or gone to one of the neighbors.
And these dreams of Pearse, in the dim, brown-walled, dusky,
shut-away, little chamber, were about all she had left of him. Not
quite, for though he’d never written, as he promised he would,
neither had he forgotten her. Every Christmas and every birthday
brought some gift to her from him. The first Christmas after the
drive there came to her, by the hand of a freighter, a splendid
Navajo blanket. Everybody but Uncle Hank wondered over it. The old
man asked no questions. He knew it must have come from that one to
whom she had lent the Sunday pony, with Charley’s bridle and saddle.
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