Girton College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
Well, reader, if Dinah had possessed only a few grains more of
worldly experience it must have been clear to her that this letter
never issued from The Bungalow. In the first place, by reason of the
handwriting--when did a woman of Linda’s culture affect the Greek e’s,
the up and down characters of an undergraduate? In the second, by the
ignorance of common English etiquette which the use of the title ‘Mr.’
betrayed.
But Dinah had no worldly experience at all, neither had she the
imaginativeness which renders some equally untaught people nimble at
guessing. In her mind was one engrossing thought--Gaston. In her ears
rang the text of Mrs. Thorne’s message. ‘I deposited the stakes on a
corner of your mantleshelf. Tell your husband from me that he has won,
that I am bankrupt.’
There was no room, in her tempest of heart and brain, for doubts that
could have been favourable to her own peace.
‘Mr. G. Arbuthnot, Miller’s Hotel.’ She took the letter--at first with
unwillingness--in her hands. She turned it over and over. The envelope
was too small for all that the sender had forced it to contain; it
adhered on one side, only. A touch, Dinah thought, shrinking from
her thought, and the edges must come asunder. Her hands trembled so
violently that she let the letter fall, with some force, on the ground.
As she picked it up she saw that the narrow edge of adhering envelope
had become narrower. An instant more of dalliance--and the temptation,
strong and imperious, to open it altogether, had taken hold of her.
‘Be true to yourself,’ whispered a still small voice, the voice of
Dinah’s better nature, ‘loyal, upright, as you have striven to be
from the day you married Gaston Arbuthnot. Go away from him to-night,
to-morrow, if you have not wifely courage to live your life out at his
side. But go, with head erect, looking neither to the right hand nor
the left, till the last.’
Then rose another voice, bolder of tone, of strain less heroic.
‘Poor, foolish, hot-hearted woman! Is it not possible that you are
brewing a thunderstorm in a tea-cup? Why these turns and twistings of
conscience? Linda Thorne, Mr. Gaston Arbuthnot, thinking no evil, make
one of the silly wagers common among idle people who inhabit an idle
world. The lady is the loser, calls at her friend’s hotel to discharge
her debt, and meeting the friend’s wife, confesses, playfully, that
she is bankrupt! Open that quarter-inch of yawning envelope, as Linda
Thorne, no doubt, intended you to do. In Gaston’s absence, you have
often opened letters addressed to him, by his own desire. Where is
the fancied line between former right and present wrong. How could it
matter to Gaston if you did see the contents of a packet in which there
is probably not a syllable of writing?’
And Dinah’s heart was vanquished by the meanness of opportunity. She
opened it.
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