Girton College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
Miss Tighe sat calm and placid, as when the girl first entered, her
hands folded on her knee. ‘And what earthly inducement had Pouchée to
settle in a University town?’ she observed at length. ‘Why does the
woman live alone?’
‘Her father was maître d’escrime in Cambridge. She and her mother live
on in the house where he died. I rather think Mademoiselle gives French
lessons still.’
‘Oh, Mademoiselle gives French lessons still, does she?’ Cassandra’s
tone was absent. She rose, moved closer to the hearth. Her face was
level with the miniature portrait of a lad in old-fashioned uniform
that hung there. By and by, ‘I am going,’ she said very low, ‘to tell
you something about which I have been silent for forty years.’
‘Miss Tighe----’
‘Don’t be afraid of an old woman’s prosy history, or of a sermon. You
will have neither. Forty years ago, child, there lived, in the far
north of England, a girl, somewhere about your present age. This girl
was on the eve of being married. Her wedding dress was ordered, the
guests were bidden. Well, at the eleventh hour she chose, in a flame of
paltry jealousy, to resent some fancied want of devotion in her lover.
He was single-minded, loyal--of finer stuff, altogether, than herself.
They might have been reconciled in an hour if she would have let her
heart speak, have returned to the arms outheld to receive her. The girl
would make not an inch of concession. She came, as you do, Marjorie, of
people who look upon unforgiveness as a virtue. She heard around her
the old stock phrases--delicacy, family pride--the righteousness of
subordinating feeling to will! And so it came to pass that the lover,
having neither wealth nor title, was allowed to go. He exchanged into a
regiment under orders for India. Our troops were then in Afghanistan,
engaged in hot fighting, and----’
Miss Tighe’s voice--the brave, kind voice that Marjorie had always
known--broke down. Marjorie felt herself turn chill with a vague
terror. To hear of this white-haired woman’s love seemed, in her
overstrained mood, like receiving a message from the world of ghosts.
She awaited the sequel of the story, not speaking, not lifting her eyes
to the narrator’s face.
‘The lad fell--a locket his sweetheart had once given him hidden in
his breast. It came back to her, through a brother officer who knew
something of the dead man’s story--_and with a stain on it_. That stain
has marked every day of a lonely life throughout forty years. You will
not speak of this again, remember.’
‘Never, Miss Tighe, I promise you.’
‘But keep my words in your memory. If you meet Geoffrey Arbuthnot,
if a moment comes when happiness beckons one way, the Bartrand pride
another, they may, perhaps, be of use to you.’
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