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‘All men are not philosophers,’ Gaston Arbuthnot made reply. ‘I have
learnt--tolerably dear the lesson cost me--not only to exist in a
stormy atmosphere, but to flourish there.’
And this is what Dinah wrote, not troubling herself over possible
faults of Syntax, not making a fair copy in the slanting pointed
handwriting to which, after much labour, she had tediously attained.
This is what Dinah wrote, straight out from her heart--
‘Florence, November 15.
‘MY DEAR MISS BARTRAND,
‘I have just found, _with shame and remorse_, that I did you
grievous wrong, last July twelvemonth. You were the kindest
friend, save Geff, that ever I met, and I repaid you, little
meaning it, with treachery. Perhaps when you _see the enclosed_
you will guess what bitter confession I have got to make.
‘Dear Miss Bartrand--I found your envelope on the mantelpiece of
our parlour at Miller’s Hotel, and I committed the meanest action
of my life. I broke it open--and because I was blind with selfish
trouble, and thought of my own suffering before all things, I kept
the letter. I have had it in my possession till this hour.
‘It would be poor excuse to say I mistook the _person_ it was
meant for, as well as the _hand_ that wrote it. It would be
cowardice to say my heart was too hot, too miserable to reason.
I sinned, and if my sin has stood between my best friends and
happiness, my punishment will last me my life.
‘Unless I make too bold, may I hope, some future time, you will
let Geoffrey read what I now write? Ask him to think of July the
1st, the day I went with him to Guernsey hospital. It was on that
day, a quarter of an hour after Geoffrey left me, at the sight of
_some one he will remember_, that I found your letter.
‘Dear Miss Bartrand, I am the penitent and humble well-wisher of
your happiness,
‘DINAH.’
The letter was directed to Tintajeux Manoir, Guernsey, and posted by
the writer’s hand on the night of November 15. A sharp Italian night,
with the swollen Arno swirling, the moonlight lying in ebon and ivory
patterns along the Florentine streets, with only one person--so it
seemed to Dinah’s beating heart--abroad in the sleeping city.
At the same hour Marjorie’s eager eyes looked forth, through rain and
fog, through the blurred obscurity of a Great Eastern carriage window,
upon the lamps of Cambridge.
CHAPTER XLVIII
HAPPINESS
Madame Pouchée’s house, the goal of the girl’s journey, belonged to
history; a thatched, lozenge-windowed structure, of which the pargeted
gables, the black oak joints, and plaster panels abutted, with
pathetically incongruous air, as of some aged spinster at a ball, on
one of the brisk, modern thoroughfares of the town.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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