And then a sort of throb communicated itself to him, and then another,
and then he heard a smothered sound. This magnificent creature, this
independent, experienced, strong-minded, superior, dazzling creature was
crying--was, indeed, sobbing. And cabs are so small, and she was so
close. Pleasure may be so keen as to be agonizing: Henry discovered this
profound truth in that moment. In that moment he learnt more about women
than he had learnt during the whole of his previous life. He knew that
her sobbing had some connection with _A Question of Cubits_, but he
could not exactly determine the connection.
'What's the matter?' the blundering fool inquired nervously. 'You
aren't well.'
'I'm so--so ashamed,' she stammered out, when she had patted her eyes
with a fragment of lace.
'Why? What of?'
'I introduced her to you. It's my fault.'
'But what's your fault?'
'This horrible thing that happened.'
She sobbed again frequently.
'Oh, that was nothing!' said Henry kindly. 'You mustn't think about it.'
'You don't know how I feel,' she managed to tell him.
'I wish you'd forget it,' he urged her. 'He didn't mean to be rude.'
'It isn't so much his rudeness,' she wept. 'It's--anyone saying a
thing--like that--about your book. You don't know how I feel.'
'Oh, come!' Henry enjoined her. 'What's my book, anyhow?'
'It's yours,' she said, and began to cry gently, resignedly, femininely.
It had grown dark. The cab had plunged into an opaque sea of blackest
fog. No sound could be heard save the footfalls of the horse, which was
now walking very slowly. They were cut off absolutely from the rest of
the universe. There was no such thing as society, the state, traditions,
etiquette; nothing existed, ever had existed, or ever would exist,
except themselves, twain, in that lost four-wheeler.
Henry had a box of matches in his overcoat pocket. He struck one,
illuminating their tiny chamber, and he saw her face once more, as
though after long years. And there were little black marks round her
eyes, due to her tears and the fog and the fragment of lace. And those
little black marks appeared to him to be the most delicious, enchanting,
and wonderful little black marks that the mind of man could possibly
conceive. And there was an exquisite, timid, confiding, surrendering
look in her eyes, which said: 'I'm only a weak, foolish, fanciful woman,
and you are a big, strong, wise, great man; my one merit is that I know
_how_ great, _how_ chivalrous, you are!' And mixed up with the timidity
in that look there was something else--something that made him almost
shudder. All this by the light of one match....
Good-bye world! Good-bye mother! Good-bye Aunt Annie! Good-bye the
natural course of events! Good-bye correctness, prudence, precedents!
Good-bye all! Good-bye everything! He dropped the match and kissed her.
And his knowledge of women was still further increased.
Oh, the unique ecstasy of such propinquity!
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