British -- Norway -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Norwegians -- England -- Fiction
“Because you are one of the very few men who ever made me wish to do
right,” she said quickly. “Because I used sometimes to come to your
church—till—till I did not dare to come, because what you said made me
so miserable!”
“My poor child,” he said; “there are worse things than to be miserable;
you are miserable now, but your very misery may lead you to peace.”
“No, no,” she sobbed, sinking down on the sofa and hiding her face in
her hands. “My life is over—there is nothing left for me. And yet,” she
cried, lifting her head and turning her wild eyes toward him, “yet I
have not the courage to die, even though my life is a misery to me and a
snare to every one I come across.”
“Are you alone here?” he asked.
“Yes; my father and mother will have nothing to say to me—and there is
no one else—I mean no one else that I would have.”
He breathed more freely.
“You must not say your life is over,” he replied. “Your life in society
is over, it is true, but there is something much better than that which
you may now begin. Be sure that if you wish to do right it is still
possible for you.”
“Ah, but I can’t trust myself.” she sobbed. “It will be so very
difficult all alone.”
“Leave that for God to arrange,” he said. “Your part is to trust to Him
and try your best to do right. Tell me, do you not know my friend
Donovan Farrant, the member for Greyshot?”
She brushed the tears from her eyes and looked up more quietly.
“I met him once at a country house in Mountshire,” she said, “He and his
wife were there just for two days, and they were so good to me. I think
he guessed that I was in danger then, for one day he walked with me in
the grounds, and he spoke to me as no one had ever spoken before. He saw
that my husband and I had quarreled, and he saw that I was flirting out
of spite with—with—well, no matter! But he spoke straight out, so that
if it hadn’t been for his wonderful tact and goodness I should have been
furious with him. And he told me how the thing that had saved him all
through his life was the influence of good women; and just for a few
days I did want to be good, and to use my power rightly. But the
Farrants went away, and I vexed my husband again and we had another
quarrel, and when he was gone down to speak at Colonel Adair’s election,
I went to stay, against his wish, at Belcroft Park; and when I had done
that, it seemed as if I were running right down a steep hill and really
couldn’t stop myself.”
“But now,” said Charles Osmond, “you must begin to climb the hill once
more. You must be wondering through all this time what was the errand
that brought me here. I brought you this letter from a little Norwegian
girl—Swanhild Falck. In the midst of your great trouble I dare say her
trouble will seem very trifling, still I hope you will be able to
release her from her promise, for it is evidently weighing on her mind.”
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