"Adeline's really very good to you," she comforted.
"Yes, but she doesn't care twopence," raged Diana. "I know she's nice
and kind and all that, but she loves me with the love she'd give to a
distressed negro or a starved cat. I want her to _want_ me--and she
doesn't one little bit! She just tolerates me sometimes, and that's all.
What she can see in Hilary I can't imagine. I think Hilary's the most
detestable girl in the school. I always have disliked her. I _hate_ her
now!"
"Some people say that hating anybody sends out 'thought-forms' like
hideous daggers into the invisible world, and they do dreadful harm, and
in the end they come back to their owners like curses. Can't you manage
to send out some prettier thoughts?"
"No, Loveday Seton; I can't, and won't, and shan't!" said Diana
emphatically, screwing up mouth and eyes into one of her ugliest faces.
"I'm not going to pretend I like Hilary when I don't--that would be a
fiblet and worse than red daggers. Yes, you can call me naughty if you
like. I've got to the stage when I don't care."
Knowing by experience that Diana generally received suggestions in this
way, but sometimes ruminated over her remarks afterwards, Loveday
shelved the question of thought-forms and their possible ill effects,
and petted her spoilt room-mate instead till she cajoled her into a
better temper. The green-eyed monster still reigned, however, and Diana
sat at tea-time flashing, if not red daggers, very obvious untoward
glances, as she caught a smile of comprehension pass between Adeline and
Hilary. Nobody had time to take much notice of her heroics.
Everyone was too busy discussing school affairs. The very latest news
was that the boat-house was at last to be unlocked, the boat thoroughly
overhauled and painted, and that mistresses and students would go rowing
on the lake. A rumour even began to circulate that certain favoured
members of the school might be taken as passengers.
"We used when Mrs. Gifford was here," said Wendy. "She often got Mr.
Thwaites from the village to come and row us. It was top-hole. And once
he let Tattie and me try to row, but I 'caught a crab' and dropped the
oar. I'd soon learn though, if I'd another chance."
"We ought to have two or three boats," decided Sadie.
"One for each form," amended Vi.
"You bet it's only seniors who'll have any luck," groused Diana, who was
still in the depths of despondency.
"There's no knowing," said Jess hopefully.
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