Doctor Behrend stepped nearer him, and exchanged a glance with Jane,
whose eyes forbade his giving the true answer.
"Oh no, not so bad as that, Frederic; but you are severely wounded."
Frederic was perfectly conscious; he had seen the glance, and
understood it. "You may as well tell me," he said, "I have no fear of
death. My master!"--he turned entreatingly to Jane--"did you not say,
Miss, that my master was in peril--that he would be lost?"
Jane buried her face in her hands. She was suffering a two-fold
torture. The guard doubled, she herself incapable of taking a step
forward; her dying brother before her, and perhaps at this very moment
Walter had fallen. Her courage was at an end; she yielded to the
impossible.
Frederic understood the wordless answer. "Then I do not want to live
any longer!" he said calmly but decidedly. "I knew it when he took
leave of me, and without him I could not endure life!"
Again he closed his eyes, and lay motionless as before. The physician
approached Jane, and bent down to her with a low whisper.
"I can give you one consolation," he said. "The inevitable will happen
calmly, almost painlessly. If you have anything to say to him--hasten!"
He left the room to look after the other wounded men, and, at a low
word from Jane, Atkins withdrew into the adjoining chamber. The brother
and sister were now alone.
She bent over him; his face had regained its wonted expression, only
that it was now half lifeless and ghastly pale. He scarce appeared to
suffer. The look that had glanced forth at the first mortal danger had
vanished, and the family resemblance with it. Jane felt that she must
set circumspectly about her task, lest the frail life-tenure be too
suddenly riven, and she prepare for him a final anguish instead
of a final joy. She had strength for the effort. There was in the
whole world but one being who had power to rob Jane Forest of her
self-control. Even at the death-bed of her brother, this self-mastery
asserted its right. Her decision was made; this brother should not
leave the world without the last kiss of his sister.
"Fritz!"
Again he opened his eyes, surprised at the strange appellation; but it
seemed to be a tender, melancholy remembrance this name awakened in
him, the name Jane had so feared she might hear from Walter's lips. She
bent yet lower down to the dying man, and took gently his hand in hers.
"You have spoken to me of your childhood. Have you no remembrance at
all of your parents--of the real parents, I mean?"
Frederic shook his head. "Only a little! I remember the great ship we
were going to sail on over the water, and how my father let go my hand,
and sent me to my mother; how all at once father and mother were both
gone, and I stood alone in a narrow street among a crowd of people. I
must have screamed loudly and wept bitterly, for I did not become quiet
until Erdmann took me in his arms and carried me to his wife. That is
all I know."
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