"But Doctor Stephen was right with his diagnosis," continued the
surgeon after a momentary pause, "although I would not believe it when
he came over to H. to commend you to my care, he having heard that I
was assigned to your regiment. I could with a good conscience, promise
to do my best, for I was convinced that you would be the first patient,
to fall into my hands. The first week, I would not have given a penny
for your life, but when the marches and hardships began, when our men
fell in scores beneath the fiery August sun, and you still held out;
when amid all the over exertion and deprivation which sometimes lay low
the strongest, you grew only healthier and more robust then I took off
my hat to the superior discernment of my old colleague. Walter, you
have one of the best constitutions, a really magnificent constitution,
which only needed to renounce the study and the writing-desk, to gain
its full development; and you have found the right, although somewhat
unusual remedy for your nerves. The thunder of the cannon has
thoroughly re-established them! This will be a surprise to everyone
when you return to B."
"When I return?"
"Forever and eternally, these presentiments of death!" cried the
surgeon, with an impatient gesture. "You cling to them with a genuine
passion."
"Because I feel them!"
"Nonsense! If there is a man bullet-proof it is you! Do not take it ill
of me, Walter, but your rushing to the front in all these battles,
borders on insanity. Courage need not become reckless; but where
excitement urges you on, you see and hear nothing. Your comrades all
say this."
"And still there is not one among them, who a little while ago, would
have owned that I possessed any courage at all," returned Fernow, with
some bitterness.
"I know that," said the surgeon, frankly. "But to tell the truth you
used to have little enough of the hero in you. You were entirely a man
of the pen, who wholly absorbed in his books had nothing to do with the
outside world. Now that is all a thing of the past, as well as the
error of your comrades. Since the first battle, none doubt your
courage."
Fernow smiled sadly. His eyes alone had not changed. There lay within
them the old dreaminess and the old sadness.
CHAPTER XVIII.
The Rival Lovers.
At the entrance of the park a heavy tread became audible, and a giant
form loomed up behind the latticed gate. Frederic's huge figure well
became his uniform, and he seemed to be aware of this, for there was an
inconcealable self-esteem in the rigid military bearing, with which he
approached both gentlemen.
"Herr Lieutenant, I come to announce to you that down in the city a
carriage has just arrived with some English people, who wish to pass
through our lines to the mountains."
Fernow turned quickly, revery and melancholy had all at once vanished;
he was now every inch a soldier. "That is impossible!" he said. "No one
must pass."
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