A History of Booksellers, the Old and the NewCurwen, Henry
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A History of Booksellers, the Old and the New
Curwen, Henry
Book industries and trade -- Great Britain -- History; Booksellers and bookselling -- Great Britain -- History
your experiences must have been somewhat like mine; it is the
brief period at Inverness. Some of your expressions there bring
all my own early feelings again to life. A disparity between
the internal consciousness of powers and accomplishments and
the external ostensible aspect led in me to the very same wrong
methods of setting myself forward as in you. There, of course,
I meet you in warm sympathy. I have sometimes thought of
describing my bitter painful youth to the world, as something
in which it might read a lesson; but the retrospect is still
too distressing. I screen it from the mental eye. The one grand
fact it has impressed is the very small amount of brotherly
assistance there is for the unfortunate in this world....
Till I proved that I could help myself, no friend came to
me. Uncles, cousins, &c., in good positions in life--some of
them stoops of kirks, by-the-by--not one offered, nor seemed
inclined to give, the smallest assistance. The consequent
defying, self-relying spirit in which, at sixteen, I set out
as a bookseller with only my own small collection of books as
a stock--not worth more than two pounds, I believe--led to my
being quickly independent of all aid; but it has not been all a
gain, for I am now sensible that my spirit of self-reliance too
often manifested itself in an unsocial, unamiable light, while
my recollections of ‘honest poverty’ may have made me too eager
to attain and secure worldly prosperity.”
This period of struggle, however, opened his heart in after-life to
all who were battling in like circumstances, for those who knew him
well say that “many young literary men owed much to his help, for he
was ever ready with kindly counsel as well as in more solid assistance
when needed.” It is pleasant to think that his little ciphering book,
still in existence (the handwriting of which is extremely neat, so neat
indeed that the young penman was employed by the civic authorities to
engross on vellum the address presented to George IV. on his visit to
Edinburgh in 1822), containing his first year’s account of profit and
loss, shows a balance small, certainly, but amply sufficient for his
modest wants, for their united daily household expenses did not exceed
one shilling.
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