A History of the French Novel, Vol. 2: To the Close of the 19th CenturySaintsbury, George
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A History of the French Novel, Vol. 2: To the Close of the 19th Century
Saintsbury, George
French fiction -- History and criticism
given me, or to the scene that followed, and we lived in
unbroken harmony. But my priestly scruples tormented me more
than ever, and I knew not what new penance to invent to
blunt my passion and mortify my flesh. Though my visions
were wholly involuntary and my will had nothing to do with
them, I shrank from touching the host with hands thus
sullied and spirit defiled by debauchery, whether in act or
in dream. To avoid falling into these harassing
hallucinations, I tried to prevent myself sleeping; I held
my eyelids open, and remained in a standing posture,
striving with all my force against sleep. But soon the waves
of slumber drowned my eyes, and seeing that the struggle was
hopeless, I let my hands drop in weariness, and was once
more carried to the shores of delusion.... Serapion exhorted
me most fervently, and never ceased reproaching me with my
weakness and my lack of zeal. One day, when I had been more
agitated than usual, he said to me, "There is only one way
to relieve you from this haunting plague, and, though it be
extreme, we must try it. Great evils need heroic remedies. I
know where Clarimonde was buried; we must disinter her, and
you shall see the real state of your lady-love. You will
hardly be tempted to risk your soul for a vile body, the
prey of worms and ready to turn to dust. That, if anything,
will restore you to yourself." For my part, I was so weary
of this double life that I closed with his offer. I longed
to know once for all, which--priest or gallant--was the
dupe of a delusion, and I was resolved to sacrifice one of
my two lives for the good of the other--yea, if it were
necessary, to sacrifice both, for such an existence as I was
leading could not last.... Father Serapion procured a
mattock, a crowbar, and a lantern, and at midnight we set
out for the cemetery, whose plan and arrangements he knew
well. After directing the rays of the dark lantern on the
inscriptions of several graves, we came at last to a stone
half buried under tall grass, and covered with moss and
lichen, whereon we deciphered this epitaph, "Here lies
Clarimonde, who in her lifetime was the fairest in the
world." "'Tis here," said Serapion; and, placing his lantern
on the ground, he slipped the crowbar into the chinks of the
slab and essayed to lift it. The stone yielded, and he set
to work with the spade. As for me, stiller and more gloomy
than the night itself, I watched him at work, while he,
bending over his ill-omened task, sweated and panted, his
forced and heavy breath sounding like the gasps of the
dying. The sight was strange, and lookers-on would rather
have taken us for tomb-breakers and robbers of the dead than
for God's priests. The zeal of Serapion was of so harsh and
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