A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy JuneOuida
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A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy June
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"Will you not break your fast?" said Candida to Gesualdo. "You will not
bring him to life by starving yourself."
Gesualdo made a sign of refusal.
His mouth was parched, his throat felt closed; he was straining his eyes
for the first sight of Generosa on the white road. If she were guilty
she would never come, he thought, to look on the dead man.
Soon he saw her, coming with swift feet and flying skirts and bare head,
through the boles of the cypresses. She was livid; her unbound hair was
streaming behind her.
She had passed a feverish night, locking her door against her husband,
and spending the whole weary hours at the casement where she could see
the old gray villa where her lover dwelt, standing out against the
moonlight among its ilex- and olive-trees. She had had no sense of the
beauty of the night: she had been only concerned by the fret and fever
of a first love and of a guilty passion.
She was not callous at heart, though wholly untrained and undisciplined
in character, and her conscience told her that she gave a bad return to
a man who had honestly and generously adored her, who had been lavish to
her poverty out of his riches, and had never been unkind until a natural
and justified jealousy had embittered the whole current of his life. She
held the offence of infidelity lightly, yet her candor compelled her to
feel that she was returning evil for good, and repaying in a base manner
an old man's unwise but generous affection. She would have hesitated at
nothing that could have united her life to her lover; yet in a corner of
her soul she was vaguely conscious that there was a degree of unfairness
and baseness in setting their youth and their ardor to hoodwink and
betray a feeble and aged creature like Tasso Tassilo. She hated him
fiercely: he was her jailer, her tyrant, her keeper. She detested the
sound of his slow step, of his croaking voice, of his harsh calls to his
men and his horses and mules; the sight of his withered features,
flushed and hot with restless jealous pains, was at once absurd and
loathsome to her. Youth has no pity for such woes of age, and she often
mocked him openly and cruelly to his face. Still, she knew that she did
him wrong, and her conscience had been more stirred by the reproof of
Gesualdo than she had acknowledged. She was in that wavering mood when a
woman may be saved from an unwise course by change, travel, movement,
and the distractions of the world; but there were none of these for the
miller's young wife. So long as her husband lived, so long would she be
doomed to live here, with the roar of the mill-wheels and the foaming of
the weir-water on her ear, and before her eyes the same thickets of
cane, the same fields with their maples and vines, the same white, dusty
road winding away beyond the poplars, and with nothing to distract her
thoughts or lull her mind away from its idolatry of her fair-haired
lover at the old gray palace on the hill above her home.
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